So close to crashing out over this that it’s not even comical at this point

Great of course I only sleep 3 hours then get woken up

On a side note, this comp season has gone well so far. But not a day goes by that I don’t miss you old friend, I hope you know it’s all for you 🕊️

Why do I even waste my time trying to be your friend when all you do is try to manipulate me into taking you back when you already have a new bf and had someone on the side a majority of the time we were together.

But wait, I’m the bad guy here? Make it make sense

Fuck me I guess

Sigh. Was looking fwd to spending some sort of time

Already reminded why I avoid this space with in like 2 minutes

Not a fan of the way things are/ have been but at the same time, is it even really worth saying anything, probs not

I wanted love & you wanted fame, so who’s really the one to blame?

Making money off Fortnite is wild lol

Being thanked, noticed, and reassured 🥹

And we ain’t even a thing so like really Wtfucky

Oh, so this is what it’s like to have someone else make time for you and appreciates you for things. Why did I ever even waste these past four months being mistreated

Probably just needed a hug, but instead I’m fighting my depression harder then my tires are fighting for traction🏎️

Date idea : Ranked reloads and everytime she clutches I call her a good girl.

Watched myself go from exciting and talkative, to the quietest most withdrawn person around.

Probably just needed a hug, instead I grabbed the keys to a car just as angry as I am.

I’m an IGL of course I can talk you through it baby.

Dark Signs

If you saw the marks on my dash board, the new scars that I didn’t ask for, would you call asking for answers?

open.spotify.com/track/39I8by...

Lowkey wish she’d stop touching that mouse & keyboard and start touching me instead.

I deserve no less 👑

When she went back into a 5 tick storm to revive me… Ay Dios 😵‍💫

Already Best Friends (feat. Chris Brown)

open.spotify.com/track/4RKJRR...