Popping out of hibernation to declare publicly that I am unhealthily obsessed with the sad bisexual Russian hockey player.

Oops I disappeared again. Brains are stupid. Anyway. Heeey what have y’all been up to?

I was once again thwarted by high school basketball but I have seen this week’s firefighters!

I’m wary of talking about my feelings and opinions on a lot of it on main so I probably won’t.

I do have a great many feelings about Bobby that I will post if I can collect them enough to be coherent.

I think it’s more likely if there is a casting/budget issue they will continue to pare down side characters…which has been a frustration of mine but it causes me less concern about the mains.

Yeah but Greys has a long history of killing or cycling out characters where 911 is infamously the show where no on dies or leaves (except Michael and that was such a specific set of external circumstances)

I’m not worried (yet). I feel like if he was leaving for good they’d give him more than a couple scenes as the b plot for a send off.

I miss Christopher too :(

I love them all SO MUCH.

Chim watching Jee sleep I just. 😭😭😭. Every time they give Kenny something to chew on I am reminded why I am a Chimney main (give him moooooore, MORE)

I don’t believe Eddie is gone for good even for a second. I have no idea how they will make him coming back make sense, but if I needed a show to make sense I wouldn’t be watching this one.

Honestly I’m kind of glad for the basketball kids now. I have a bad heart! Who knows what would’ve happened if I’d had to sit through commercial breaks.

I have finally gotten to watch!

Maddie, OMFG MADDIE. Also. MADDIE.

And finally some good Chim food omg. I’ve been starving out here as a Chimney main thank you.

Anyway, so that was intense.

I won’t even know what happened until tomorrow.

So unfair!

Gotta wait for Hulu :(

I can just watch on Hulu in the morning but I’m super bummed watching live has been my little weekly treat.

What the fuck my local abc affiliate preempted 911. For high school basketball.

I am extremely unhappy right now. Maddie is kidnapped and these kids are doing free throws.

Happy firefighters day!

Since we are doing this again I’m gonna need as much Chimney absolutely losing his shit as is possible.

And then Maddie throwing down the same iron will that left her last kidnapper dead.

Today I am thinking about how easy PS5 has made it to capture clips and transfer to my iPad and maybe I should revisit vidding I have a list of games I feel a great many things about.

I think watching my best friend not make it past 49 and surviving cancer and a heart attack to get here, every birthday that passes now I’m just like…oh hey, bonus year was not expecting that!

I turn 52 today. The weird thing about my early 50s is how not weird it is.

I spent my early 40s feeling some kind of way about the passage of time in a way that no longer bothers me at all.

Okay I have just finished watching it and I am completely obsessed with Andy. OBSESSED.

I enjoyed Ted Lasso but not in a fannish way. I do keep meaning to check out Old Guard hmmmm.

New trailer for season 2 of TLOU!!!

I’m super excited but also kind of bummed that both my primary fannish interests are ones where I have to avoid the wider fandom for personal well being.

I need to find a nice chill fandom to balance it out.

I have extremely complicated feelings about Eddie (I love him! A lot actually! Just…yeah…complicated)

I just want to give him a hug. All the hugs. And a puppy he can keep.

911 is really putting my beloved Buckley siblings through it omg. 8b you have my attention. And my panic attacks. Also my therapy bills.

I would not bat an eyelash if the Buckley parents never talk to the ghost seeing side of the family and that’s why Maddie has an identical cousin she’s never met (identical cousin is where I’m landing I think)

That does suck I send you all the hugs. 🫂🫂💜🫂🫂

I wish they wouldn’t but since they are I’m just going to appreciate Maddie and Chim repeatedly punching me in my emotions.

My favorite thing about 911 is there is literally no idea you can come up with and have it be too insane to either potentially happen or to already have happened on the show itself.