I'm keeping this as a shitpost acc and using my main one to vent 😌

Why didn't I start earlier omg my body's literally screaming I have sm to do and only time until tomorrow morning

Peace of mind... Peace of mind...

Calm yourself and stop being a crybaby

You're so great at avoiding breakdowns Lynn you should get an award you fucking crybaby

Okay Lynn don't have the meltdown you efficiently avoided the morning go meditate go breathe

Today sucks today sucks today sucks today sucks today sucks

I want to cry this isn't me I'm not like this

Literslly what's wrong w me today why am I so fucking overwhelmed and easily snarky at everything

In my defence he's a biblical character. But.. I don't have more defence than that

My hazbin hyperfixation is back full force but what I didn't expect was to be so damn hyperfixated with a fan made OC rather than a character from the show...

I forgot this shit existed oops

Fuck my life I've made a terrible mistake I'm about to pay for I need a shovel to dig a hole and hide

I want to stop feeling this way, what did I ever do, why do I do this to myself, why can't I just dig a hole and stay there or smth

Do ppl really want me around? Is it my mind playing tricks on me saying they don't?

I don't feel safe anywhere anymore I just want to hide and cry lmao it feels like I'm just bracing myself up for failure everywhere I go and it doesn't matter what I say I'm always in the wrong the same way it's been my entire life

PLEASE DO :(

And yet the only person that seems to understand is across the ocean while my parents are still fully convinced I just didn't try hard enough when I could still do smth abt it

I want to rip my spine out that's just how bad it's hurting rn

Normalise yapping abt your partner free of judgement 🤌🏻

I love how my brain jamming to songs like I have the entire energy of the world and my mood is a faceplanting cat lmao

CAUSE ALL I WANT IS YOU NOT YOUR TEARSSSS I WANNA MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST ONE NO FEAAARRR

I hate crying after maths more than crying itself. My eyes hurt my head hurts I'm exhausted
And
Uuuughhhh I don't wanna do anything today

Maybe I should stop thinking about it

The brain and body connect in such a strange way. It's impressive how just thinking about something can make you feel like something was physically ripped straight out of your chest.

Please take it I want it gone...

HOT SALE!! Now a used uterus for 99.9% off!! Don't miss this chance!!

I want non-existent weather....

I don't want it to feel real, I don't want to accept it but it just feels like a sick joke right now and I can't get it through my head. It doesn't fit into it

It's like no matter how many places I have available to go to, I still lock myself up when I need to reach out the most. I suppose my coping mechanism is just self isolation