My mental health is kind of a mess, so I am going to log off for December. I will check DMs occasionally tho, so let me know if you want to get together in real life. Doubly true if you’re passing through town for some reason. If you really need me, I trust you know folks who can reach me quickly.
This feels like violence enacted by a hypocrite, a hypocrite who is fine with putting a brown disabled person at risk just to protect their comfort
I just want to be heard:
Getting kicked out of the house by my covid conscious ex just to end up in a non-covid conscious environment seems like a straight up act of violence, they know I'm immunocompromised, they know I'm gonna end up in a place where I can't protect myself.
I just want to be alone the rest of my life, I don't want to get close to anyone anymore.
Getting close just leads to me getting hurt, and the more I commit the more I get hurt
I loved you, like I never loved anyone else, I gave you things I've never even considered giving to anyone else and still, I'm easily discarded and tossed as soon as I became too sick to be useful
Can't sleep, in an unfamiliar bed, in a strangers house, temporary of course, two weeks in this liminal space
My takeaway from every new Epstein revelation is that some powerful people victimized many powerless young women, many more knew, some actively enabled it--and we're still being told that MeToo and accountability for sexual violence have gone too far
One horrific thing to me is that the president- a man who has gotten away with everything including literal murder up to this point- seems extremely nervous about anything regarding Epstein coming out. Like how bad does it have to be
Shown Media LLC
Applied for a marketing position and asked for Spec Work disguised as a "test"
I want to air companies with awful hiring practices, such as unnecessary strings of interviews, spec work etc
I say this after every break up, but that's it, I'm not doing relationships anymore...
Or so I say, I'm so fucking pathetic dude
All i wanted was to feel at home, to make our place together, I'm sorry I wasn't enough, I'm sorry I couldn't heal or fix myself fast enough
I go from mania to depression, to mania, to despair, to mania to 5 minutes of clarity, to mania, to despair, to depression, to mania to pass out for 12 hours, to panic, to mania...
YOU GET THE POINT
BTW I'm on like the 40th consecutive hour without sleep
Fuck, I miss my cats so much
I feel like I abandoned them and now they are seniors and I'm not there to take care of them, I'm such a shitty parent
I'm just a broken boy, looking for his forever place
Like honestly who gives a shitty? Who's gonna read this that knows me? And even if they did, they don't care, they're not gonna do anything, I've become too much, my illnesses and problems too real for them, they rather protect their peace than uphold their promises of being my family
Since no one I know irl follows me here, I've decided to turn my bluesky into the slab where I'm gonna carve the chronicle of my descent into further madness and depression
We should all be terrified to live in an America where legal residents can be detained, held at gunpoint, or deported because of the color of their skin or because the President disagrees with their views.
Trump claims he didn’t sign the proclamation used to deport migrants under the Alien Enemies Act of 1798 — but his signature is right there in the Federal Register. So… who is signing these things? And is that even legal? And did he sign any of these executive orders either?
The reward for information about the gray wolf who was illegally killed in Oregon has increased to $30,500, thanks to conservation organizations.
Urgent: Illegal Activity Underway
Many undocumented immigrants file tax returns with the IRS, providing details about their residences, families, employers, and earnings. The IRS has historically encouraged tax compliance by issuing ITINs to those without Social Security numbers.
This isn’t legal, Elon.
Musk steps up calls to impeach judges, offering $100 to voters who join in. America PAC is paying registered Wisconsin voters to sign its petition against “activist judges.” Talk about paid protesters. Now, judges are receiving violent threats online.
Congrats, they heard you! The Social Security Administration has decided tonight to abandon its plans to end phone service for millions of Americans filing retirement and disability claims. Thank you to all who shared our post and made calls today—you did it!
Elon Musk’s staffers are trying to access a vast database containing earnings information for nearly all U.S. workers. This database is maintained by the Department of Health and Human Services as part of the Federal Parent Locator Service, which is primarily used for child support enforcement.
RIP U.S. Department of Education. Education Secretary Linda McMahon introduced herself to department employees with an email calling on them to join her in a “historic final mission” to downsize the agency and shift control to the states.
After we published a public audit on Saturday, Elon Musk’s DOGE deleted hundreds more claims from its mistake-plagued “wall of receipts,” wiping out an additional $4 billion in so-called savings that the group had claimed to secure for U.S. taxpayers.