agree

like maybe i forget the little things and i might not be the most put together but at least im doing what i absolutely need to do to get by and im not burning out as much and most importantly im IMPROVING and i have some motivation to do better i can see the future and it is bright

feeling like i’m getting things figured out lately idk small accomplishments made me realize that i am capable of more than i think

Just don’t. Pls.
I’ve personally seen too many birds rehabbing in incubators bc a cat or dog got ahold of them accidentally. Mammalian saliva alone from a lick can cause sepsis.
#birdcare #cats #birds

they need to make more creatures man i got a lot of ideas for some

idk why i’m talking abt this but yeah the top surgery process makes you wait unnecessarily long for no reason (i know there are technically reasons but i am still angry about it) tho at the very least the insurance approval should be a lot faster and the bmi limit should be higher if not removed

which could be 6 months to a year at least last time i tried to get top surgery last year i doubt it changed

only after i meet the bmi requirements and my dr verifies it and refers me to the clinic i then have to wait for a consultation and then you can wait for up to a year for insurance to verify you actually need top surgery and medicaid takes forever to approve you. THEN you can schedule a surgery date

my cis friend thought that i was gonna be able to get top surgery as soon as i lose all the weight… damn i wish :/

i have the comfiest corner

A small bird with vivid yellow and orange plumage and a glossy black cap perches on a branch, set against a softly blurred background in neutral tones.

Orange-collared Manakin, Osa Peninsula #CostaRica

#birds #nature 🌿

at this point i swear therapy has taught me everything that it possibly can and i don’t actually need it anymore because everything therapists tell me to do ive already considered and tried like 10 times before reaching out

i WANT help and support so so bad. but everyone gives me the same exact half ass answer and expects it to work when in reality i could’ve come up with that shit myself why am i paying you

it feels like she’s trying to make it my fault that her advice isn’t helping me instead of uh idk the fact i have the disorder that makes it near impossible to use planners

she kept insisting i try to use a planner or a to do list to help me structure a daily routine and i tried to tell her that i’ve tried to do lists countless times and they never help me and she just doubled down and blamed my inconsistent wake times?

either she doesn’t believe i have adhd or she has no fucking clue how to help adhd people and if it’s the latter i feel so so so bad for her husband who supposedly has adhd

i need a new therapist asap my current one is actively harmful to me at this point i dread going to see her and i always leave feeling worse than i did before

redraw of this

oooohhhhhhb ur such an edgy bitch huh

randomly got worried all my friends hate me again i was doing so well with not feeling that way too :(

holy shit cinder no vaping is bad for you!!!!!1!

couldn’t sleep tonight i don’t know why i am having Inexplicable Energy and i’ve been sleeping like shit the past few days but it doesn’t even matter i don’t even feel tired?? it doesn’t make sense to me but ok i guess please don’t burn out

my friends were gonna put the bumpers up for me but it was the employees first day and she didn’t know how 😔 kinda glad they couldn’t do it tho i was having fun chucking balls into the gutter as hard as possible

i went bowling and since i can’t hit pins for shit i’ve been going purely for speed

man. 🧍‍♂️

i talked to my grandma abt this and she said she didn’t gaf and that im just doing normal young adult activities 😭😭 alright then

i need a tripod and something to take remote photos so bad 😭

hehe