#phainon

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#白厄 #Phainon
白厄！可爱！！明天画万敌
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You hate yourself so loudly. You hate yourself at the top of your lungs.

Phainon simply held him, complete shock and fear stealing words from his throat. The new assets are invisible to him until many deep breaths later.

“I don’t… know…? A- Are you okay? Did it stop? We should really take you to Hyacine… please…. Professor…”

“Anaxa–!!? What… what’s happening..???”

And those seconds felt like centuries, maybe even thousands of years, heart leaping like on the verge or breaking the laws of nature into yet another doom…

Thankfully, it was over and Anaxagoras was clearly still breathing, still conscious. +

The gods must hate Phainon to have him witness this!!

Though the adrenaline exploding in his veins kept him on his toes, flying to try holding his boyfriend before he met the floor, Phainon felt the well-known anguish of watching him lose his loved ones without being able to stop it. +

For stream I doodled some phainon, cause I think hes neat :3c

Phainon 😳
This was the result of a poll I did on instagram and I’m still shocked I did it 🥲

#Phainon #honkaistarrail #hsrfanart #illustration

i can be useful to you !
i promise i won't get in your way

you and me , we're not the same
i am a sinner , you are a saint

from my heart and from my hand
why don't people understand my intention ?

do you love me, or what i could be?

Then, Phainon forgets all the undressing part to, instead, hold his lover to avoid having him fall and hurt himself.

"Are you okay??! Is the pain that unbearable? Should I go call Hyacine? I'll go call her! Sit down, wait here!"

clouds leaving from obscuring the sun, slow and hopeful.

A sigh. A warrior must be determined and unshakable. So he reaches to undo Anaxa's buttons with the most pathetic frown ever. At least until he starts acting odd.

"Did you say something?" +

Is it cruel of him to be thinking these unlawful, embarrassing thoughts even though Anaxa's in pain? Even though they're here for relaxation, to ease this pain?

Not that the alchemist makes it any easier on him. The cloth falls down his shoulders like +

sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted at the worst time possible.

the only thing crueler than a cage so small that a bird can’t fly is a cage so large that a bird thinks it can fly.

° 「 Blade 」 °
𝘓𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘴 𝙥𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩.

° ───────↬❦↫─────── °
↠ Indie Canon/AU Portrayal
↠ Further Info in Thread
↠ One of the many #GhostsOfJohn

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if she can love me, then perhaps i can learn to love myself.

flooding and his cheeks grow really hot. He hasn't really been able to properly see the alchemist's nude body in the dark . . . that's why his heart is racing.

Yet, he feels upset at his own lack of spine. He had... he made love to Anaxa before. Why is he so shy?

"... Do you ... need some help?"

if he's meant to wash his boyfriend. Not that he necessarily needs a robe. . .

The tinkling sound Anaxa's clothes make when taken off catch his attention. His eyes widen and, hey, he has heard this before! A couple days ago, though he couldn't see as his lover undressed before bed.

Memories come +

he at least decides to prepare many gifts for his lover once he has the time.

But now, he carries Anaxagoras to the second floor. It's empty, as always, but he still choses to settle by the furtherst bench just in case.
.. And he realizes he might need to take off his clothes too +

Although Phainon would never say anything, the lack of clothes in that wardrobe hurt his heart a little.

Anaxa lost so much when the Grove was attacked ... he is a refugee now. And as he blames himself for not being strong enough to protect everyone, +

it wasn't until i saw the tears in his eyes that i realized that i'd been more than just selfish. i'd been hurting him, and i never blinked an eye. i'd been beyond selfish. i'd been egocentric. i'd been cruel.

working on a phainon sketch dump rn
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