Yeah the meds are not working so I just stopped trying tbh 🥺😓 I don’t think it’s wisdom, it’s my back molar that had a cavity in it and it ate away at the tooth 😭😣 I am so nervous to go but excited cause I just want to be out of this pain.. 24/7 like this is awful 🥺

My ear, my nostril, my jaw, my temple is all excruc14ting.. meds don’t work, sitting up, laying down, ice packs, hot showers— NOTHING. I’m having issues sleeping majorly. I wish I could just go now. But I need the money since I’ll have to take ub3r to the er and to the dent1st.

I’m ngl … this is the worst p41n I have ever been in.
I have 2 broken 🦷, one of them has been like that for years and don’t bother me. The most recent one, it’s gotten worse everyday to the point where I’m gonna have to go this weekend to do something or I’m at risk for s3ps1s more everyday.

Still f4t asf.

Still b1nging BUT

much less considering my t33th are in b4ttery sh4pe and I’m in excruc14ting p41n all day… hopefully getting them fixed soon 🥺😣

I started 💨 🍃 again but only a c4rt until I move out of this h0use.

I gotta try it 😭 but as of rn my fav is still orange cream coke

I want to buy all these cute cl0thes but I’m f4t and don’t deserve it.

I’m not confid3nt in myself anymore. I’ve negl3cted myself ent1rely.

I want to expr3ss myself but I feel like I can’t bcuz my we1ght.

I NEED to l0ck in again+ focus on my l1fe turning around cause I’ve wasted too much time

How to you make your okra? My mamaw only fried hers and I don’t know if otherwise except for N1gerian okra soup

+31 p0unds since 0ct…
I hopefully have my mind set now and can get back to the gr1nd ..

My r00mate said a lot of me4n things to me yesterday and I’ve been sp1raling all night and day about it. I know I’m not THAT bad of a person.

I feel like I’ve been doing everything I can to avoid them but they’ll still sit there and find 10 things.

I’ll be out of here in the next few months tho.

Thanks lovely 💖 you’re so right, I def need to remind myself more often that even though I feel alone most times— I’m not the only one going through it and also pushing through 💞

I feel that ! It’s so overwhelming if you don’t do that 😪 I’m here for you if you ever need to talk 💕

Trying my best to keep it together lol 😭 how about you love 💕??? It’s been awhile 🥰

Trying my best to be 😭 hope you have been okay as well love 💕💕

I miss you all

Thank you ❤️🫶🏼✨✨

B1rthday sund4y wasn’t so bad. I got a whole bunch of hell0 k1tty stuff <3

I’m gonna focus on ⭐️ving again. I’m gonna give it my best.

I won’t eat my feelings- my feelings will eat me.

I won’t eat my feelings- my feelings will eat me.

I won’t eat my feelings- my feelings will eat me.

🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

but they’ve made l1ving w/ them very unc0mfortable.. been having n1ghtmares everyn1ght 😞

Just s4d cause I’ve placed them on the br1dge to burn when I le4ve— there go3s more to l0se.

I truly wish my l1fe could be different in ways I have no c0ntrol over … and it is suff0cating knowing that.

Here in 1-2 m0nths we will have the 🚗 w0rking again at least. That’ll be one step cl0ser to fr33d0m…

my r00mates — the ones I stuck up for and sp0ke h1ghly about have g1ven us not1ce they want us out as4p… they’re at least giving us time to get it t0gether and I know it’s for the best.

I’m not the we1ght I’d thought I’d be by this time. I haven’t w/i in over a m0nth

But I know I’ve lost all my pr0gress cause I’ve been b1nging for m0nths now and by how my cl0thes fit.

I wish I could 💨 🍃 it’s been 5 m0nths now and I’m dy1ng inside.

Another yr with the v01d of being al0ne and feeling the we1ght of how much or my l1fe is empty and lost. I feel like I’ve been r0bbed of my l1fe and I’m just here for nothing but for others and nothing in return.

Just knowing I’ll never get the t1me back is enough for me to be this s4d.

My b1rthday is in 2 days and I’m just so fkn upset about everything. I’m so not happy about anything.

Here’s a 🧵 of me v3nting

Things are really bad rn and I’m suff3ring m3ntally.
Idk how much I we1gh as well and I’m trying to cut back on b1nging and it’s slowly w0rking…
I hate myself so much. Why do I make myself suffer so much? Why is ⭐️ving not as easy as it used to be ? Some1 called me ugly the other day and it fmu 💔💔

I’ve been off this app being a fa1lure as usual. I can’t get myself together. I fear this b1nge cycle won’t stop for a while and I really don’t know what to do

-3 p0unds in 5 days and I’m not sure how I feel about that

When you know you let yourself go but someone else points it out— is a different type of hurt

It’s 6:30 in the morning… can’t I fkn fall asleep already jfc

😳.. uhh no tf you don’t and be careful what you wish for

On the bright side. I didn’t b1nge today. I f4sted 19 hours, and I had this 🌮 salad and a d1et c0ke for ~600c and started another f4st.