I actually think I might quit music and just spend more time and money on hiking

Testing a theory that none of my friends actually like me and that they just liked that I had a house their bands could play and they could get fucked up in

Hey douchebag!!! That show your band got kicked off actually got offered to MY band and we were supposed to take your place. They wanted US instead of YOU eat shit scum isn't karma sick!!!

Trauma is such a funny thing because what do you mean certain chords cause me to have a ptsd response??

Can't fall asleep I can literally feel myself spiraling by the second I want to fucking throw up

Managed to go a whole 3 hours post therapy today before I immediately felt like I needed to be in therapy as quickly as possible.

Everytime he says I love you I gain 2 hp

Head empty all day no thoughts just izy I miss him already even tho I just woke up in his bed this morning ughhhhh

It's just one day after another every single time :(

Forgot to take my pill last night. Damn :(

There's need to be a social media platform that let's you customize your own profile/feed/whatever vis-a-vis MySpace. I think we'd all enjoy these apps more.

Oh there's the bad feeling I knew It was going to hit today eventually

Imagine supporting bands that ARENT just 4 cis het white males singing about smoking weed and missing their ex girlfriends. It's literally SO easy to do!!! Toxic male manipulators don't deserve your support please listen to any other band! Preferably ones with queer members that aren't scummy!

This is one of the best moments of my life and I'm very happy to be alive

Not listening to any new music today because I dont deserve to be threatened for being a good person. Get fucked loser I know the rest of your band misses me.

Izy might join a band I am going to be incredibly NOT normal about this

This time for sure

Should've taken a picture of my outfit last night I looked really cute

Drunk :/

My boyfriend is wearing my bands shirt I've never been so horny in my life send help

There is something fundamentally wrong with me I think

Not having therapy this week is really going to suck I keep thinking I should talk to my therapist about x y or z this week and then remember we don't have a session :(

In said shower there is good in this world

Very looking forward to going home and lying in my shower for an hour or two pretending I don't have a body

Being horny gotta be a top 5 worst feeling of all time :(

Not even 3 minutes later I started doing it AGAIN wtf

Woke up fucking CRAZY as hell today idk if I missed a pill or what but it's going to be a really rough day was just arguing with myself in my car not looking good

Too scared to go in to the grocery store :/

Whenever the oil change guys show me the dipstick at the end it feels like someone's talking about their special interest I'm not very interested in but I wanna be polite so I go oh cool thank you anyways

Fuck cancer