Because of the new social media rules in my country, I can't see/send private messages or do things as I used to (even here too).
Despite I'm ↑18, my paranoid self still refuse to give away my private information with how it's handled. I may delete this later, but for now, I leave my account alone.
I've been receiving blue screens of death and it freezes before crushing my drawing progresses...! 😭
I'll try get it fix otherwise I have to use my (old) laptop as back up if I wanna continue Art Fight... orz
I MAY do a "mass attack" as an art dump for attacks I can't finish before the event ends.
I apologise for my disappearance due to change of circumstances in my life. I'm unable to spend money like I used to (+atm focus on my final assignments)... m(_ _;;)m
Also, I appreciate no spoilers from the new DELTARUNE updates until I can afford (+finish) the game for myself. Thank you! 😭🙏
I was doing my daily kanji practice on my DS and I accidentally found an unusual hiragana 「ゐ (wi)」 when writing 「な (na)」 so lazily in the handwriting input... 😦
It looks like 「み (mi)」 with the curl part from 「ね (ne)」 and 「ぬ (nu)」. Also, 「ゐ」 is outdated (but it was an interesting discovery)...! 😲😅👍
Hmmm... The weight of 6 assignments or drawing 1 scidan comic......
Hmmmmmmmmmm......... 🤔
Btw, yes, Sci is like a wild card. He can be and do anything related to Science (as far as your imagination can go)! XDD
It's also why he's my favourite and I tend to (giving love+) making content of him the most (my version of Science Sans tbh)...! 😅
Anyway, sorry I'm hella busy for this term! 🥲🙏
It's unfortunate the most common misconception of Sci is him just a past Sans as a "scientist" (+doctor), hence the lack of interest/openness involving "Science"(-related) Sans.
Forensic detective, robotic engineer, vet, psychologist, dentist, time traveller — you name it, that's Sci(ence Sans)! 👍
As for Sci, I see him as his own skeleton/AU (like Geno, Error, etc.) cuz if he's just Sans in the past (or future), he doesn't need his own name (+birthday etc.) to begin with.
Also, I refer the pre-core/past Undertale Sans as "Scientist!Sans" instead of "Science!Sans" to differentiate the two.
Pretty much + hope you don't mind my long response! 🙏
Most of the factor is cuz there's already popular/first ship(s) with UF!Sans before scifell exists, which can conflict their interests and OTP preferences — compare to afterdeath which is the first ever ship to introduce Geno/Death with someone.
They look adorable spending quality time alone together like a cute couple...! 😍💚❤️
Lol, end up buying all Rusty Lake games due to their 10th Anniversary + special discounts! 🥲👍
P.S. Sorry for rambling, but I'm very sorry that I'm struggling to reply to anyone, stay social and overwhelmed to be active online... orz
-back to hermit shell- ><
Also, I have other personal non-project things I want to do:
7. Self-care/Gym (declining)
8. Gaming (Temp. dropped)
9. Study Kanji (On-and-Off)
10. Reading (dropped)
Imagine 10+ different lives but one body. Exhausting and always chaotic whenever something, anything ruins the schedule rhythm.
1. 💚(💙)❤️ Art (RIP weekly)
2. UD Writing (Hiatus/Inactive)
3. G. Design College (x3)
4. Side College (x2)
5. Oneshots (Temp. Dropped)
6. New series (Haven't cont. since Dec)... orz
Atm, sticking to g. design as priority despite driving me insane like I'm stuck in a time loop repeating the course @@
I have the urge to draw non-college stuff cuz I miss drawing during the holidays (+need an outlet from stress) but I know deadlines will chase and eat me up.
I'm hella disorganised all over the place with multi lives. Also, I understand what it's like struggling as a creator with multiple projects.
Pushing my bad experiences aside as a learning experience...
1~5 games, 1~2 art markets and 2~4 commissions (+1 possible college fee)... that's now my new limit of spending and hopefully that's all I'll ever buy for the rest of this year! 🥲👍
Also, I went to many conventions mostly for spot-on commissions drawn by real artists.
But now, I'm fatigued from going to many more cuz it'll increase my spending habit (+I still haven't received a commission since January + no contact from the artist; hope I'm not ripped off) so that's that..! 😭🙏
Atm, out of my Steam wishlist, the only games I'm stricting myself to only buy in 2025 are:
- Deltarune
- HorrorVale (in discount)
- InkShade (if release this year)
- OFF (maybe?)
- Bonesaw (maybe in discount or more update features?)
- Fantasy Life i (maybe not; expensive but very tempting! ;;)
Ahhhh, I'm guilty for spending a lot this year once I start using Steam and went to many artist markets (+need to learn to budget)...! _(:3_/L L
Ahhhhhh—! So much things to do, so little time (one week left of my holiday break)...! DDDDX
A screenshot of a document list of art supplies for the course.
Tbh, I don't need to bring my 365 Days Challenge visual art diary (+hope the teacher is okay that mine's in kraft/brown paper), but it'll definitely save my money by reusing it instead!
I got most of them, but might as well look for their recommended pen brand from an expensive store...! _(:'3_/L L
Also, I might as well upload my unpublished pages... orz
I think I should retry my "365 Days Challenge" after losing my perfect streak, except I'll start today on Day 108 cuz of camping with friends again (+no technology for 1-2 days)... 😭✍️
Also, I got in a short course for creature concept drawing and one of the requirements is an A5 visual diary...! 😅
After seeing someone playing a 3DS in the bus, I've been taking mine everywhere I go again despite no one uses streetpass (except in conventions)... 😥
Nowadays, I'm using my "new" 3DS XL (🪦DSi XL) to practice kanji except it uses Kentei instead of JLPT... ><
Atm, I'm trying to perfect level 9..! 😅
Fudge, Blue Prince is too addictive.
Today will be my last day playing it otherwise I won't be able to draw and finish my assignment during my school holidays! orz
So far (+54 hours), I completed the main goal and got 9/16 trophy achievements (close to getting 2 more trophies)... _(:'3_/L L
I might draw another time cuz atm I found a Japanese YouTuber playing Blue Prince live.
The game is only in English, but I still enjoy the YouTuber doing his best translating (English → Japanese) and I get happy when he succeeds & explore (+I try to understand Japanese → English in return)...! XDDD
I have the urge to draw a couple of (4-panel) mini scifell comics after my dentist experience today, but it'll luckily be rushed or as a sketch tho as my stress outlet... (v_v;;)
P.S. I also need to make fanart of the other deadly games (without my fusion AU twist) cuz I don't think I ever seen anyone make fanart merch in artist ally/markets...! (;v;)
Oh yeah, I love when I kept messing around (clicking) the gamemaster's treasure chest to a game over(?) scene + additional dialogues for touching/exploring makes me like the gamemaster character more! XDDDD
Also, wish to see the gamemaster's full design so I can draw fanart one day...! _(:'3_/L L
