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It’s been a year since I started posting videos on YouTube…

You all mean…the world and beyond to me. each and every day I’m thankful that you decided I was interesting to watch.

I’m sorry I haven’t posted recently, I’m still where David is, hopefully soon I’ll have something to show to you.

Last time I’ve seen big brother Paul was a contestant

I’m glad you like it

Lost and Found YouTube video by Eli Casterwell

youtu.be/eZ5OI3ULG7Y

Lost and Found.

What the fuck

A missing poster for ‘David Baker’, it reads ‘MISSING! Have you seen this boy? David Baker. Age: 15, Height: 5’6, Weight: 137. Last seen May 2019 at his father’s apartment, around [REDACTED], may be having delusions, be cautious. If found, please contact [REDACTED] Baker: [CONTACT INFORMATION REDACTED]

Finally got a lead. I think this is the same guy as the video. For obvious reasons I cut out any personal information of his.

Red Bull you are a savior.

There goes sleeping.

Still fucking nothing…

So far: nothing, then again I’ve never actually tried tracking someone down online before.

I’m gonna need a lot of caffeine.

A screenshot of my 10th video ‘A Gateway’, it sees myself, Eli Casterwell, laying unconscious in the forest, with someone, I don’t know who, standing next to me wearing a burgundy hoodie, jeans, and had a sword

Okay, research time.
Today’s bit of research is on one particular subject.

Sorry for my silence. Just been thinking. I have a bit more of things outside the scope of what you should see before I can commit back to this.

Happy Mothers Day, Christine Casterwell ❤️

It’s fine, I only needed a place that night.

Linus YouTube video by Eli Casterwell

youtu.be/OiSv14RIgPQ

Linus.

Hey, this is really short notice, but can anyone in the Oregon area let me crash at their place tonight? I don’t have a place to sleep and I can’t afford a hotel.

I got back in touch with Linus. Going to see him about his voicemail Monday night.

The wind is singing.

A distraction may be welcome but I cannot guarantee your safety. I fear what may happen if you arrive. The banshee doesn’t take too lightly if I have company.

A Gateway YouTube video by Eli Casterwell

youtu.be/VUYy9p3Ith0

A Gateway

I shouldn’t have seen it. I shouldn’t have left. Anyway, video in a couple hours.

It felt like it was going to swallow me whole.

Rockwell Park

Myself (Eli Casterwell) at Rockwell Park, Oregon

Not because you asked.

Bon Iver - Holocene (Deluxe) - Official Audio YouTube video by Bon Iver

youtu.be/MjxA25Tj1Ks?...

Don’t ask.

Try sensory deprivation. If you remove as many senses as you possibly can you will become unnoticed. I’ve removed sight and sound and it helps me sleep at around 5am most of the time, which is pretty reasonable.

Interview With George Casterwell (06.10.1975) YouTube video by Rockwell Nature & Dog Park

youtu.be/rHDa_CS5p-0

Did you?

Thank you, Terry Gold