what if my dream does not happen?
would i just change what i've told my friends?

and being a monster
doesn't necessarily make you bad

for the first time in a while i thought, maybe, maybe i could be around somebody — anybody — without my semblance making it… complicated. and now, it just feels like a childish dream. gone... like everybody else.

i hate to play these games
but you're driving me insane

what am i supposed to say, when i end up driving everyone away?

why do the days all feel the same
like the sun has burned out and my soul's gone away and my heart's been cut open and drained

if you really wanted, i could let you inside
it's been so long and i've got nothing left to hide
would you believe me if i told you that i've got flaws?

i dunno who i’m supposed to be anymore and it’s sickening

you're the one
you're all i ever wanted
i think i'll regret this

i've never felt this warm as i did
when you touched me, gave me
goosebumps from head to toe

all the things that i've done
for you not to notice

i want a love like the movies

i want to lay on the train tracks with you
i want to tie you down the way that lovers do
in the morning, i'll love the mangled bits of you
i'll love you when your lips turn cornflower blue

you'll be left feeling used once you find out i'm a leech
i've taken all you can give and now i will up and leave

i want you low, i won't let you die
keep you alive, just to remind you of what you are not

stop calling her name
if you play my game
she may just make it out alive

take my hand in yours and tell me that i'll always be the one
without you, my life means nothing
so just say you love me tonight

i can't stress enough how much it means to me that you're trying

i'm trying not to let it show, that i don't want to let this go
is there somewhere you can meet me?

i've gotta get away and let you go, i've gotta get over

tell me you'll stay now even if you won't

cause it's not romantic, i swear
i'm not gasping for air
i want you to be here
but please don't come near

all of your lovers eventually fade
and leave you alone in the bed you made

i was just a waste of time

i've been living off soda and cheap cigarettes

i need my fix
and hurry cause i need it quick
a never thought i'd be this sick
or that you were the cure for me

you're the sun, you've never seen the night
but you hear its song from the morning birds
well, i'm not the moon, i'm not even a star
but awake at night i'll be singing to the birds

i want to protect you

i can't forget, i can't forgive you

maybe i make things a mess
and maybe you're right to have doubts in me
maybe, but nevertheless
if you for once could just trust me