Anyway, sorry for all the drama, this is the place where i'm more ok talking about bullshit cause barely anyone sees it past the usual suspects that already know i'm more of a trainwreck than a fungi.
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Altho' i am very happy, this year has been a combo of shit and i'm still tired and drained mentally, art brain not working, fuck, enjoyment brain not working, so i'm still out and might hit a psychologist eventually.
Won't update on twitter, cause i just wanna comeback when im good, no drama.
Biopsy results came in, and it seems like I read it right, and I talked to the doctors.
Luckily, not Cancer, fuckin' yay, that was a hell of a scare. What I have is fungus in the lungs, also a specific one from my country so it is kinda sorta maybe common.
So yeah, a case of fungussy.
I guess so yeah
Had the biopsy yesterday, luckily it went the classic ''dude i dont remember shit''.
The samples were sent to the lab today, sadly the first and faster results we'll get is gonna be the one with the bad stuff, so its gonna be very fun to find out through the bad news gacha first, very coooool.
Thank you!
Got Bronchoscopy with Biopsy tomorrow, I really am not looking forward to it. And then we'll send the results to a lab and also both not a fan of the waiting and scared of the results.
I know I sound like a coward, but it's all so terrifying and tiring.
Whelp, wasn't tuberculosis or fungus which i didnt know was part of the exam. The walls are closing in on the answer being the big C.
I'm so tired man.
As an update, today we went to a toraxic surgeon and his on look was more positive, due to me living here in Brazil, as a Brazilian for those who did not know, he seemed to think there's a high chance of it being Tuberculosis or infection, cancer being the last thing. Here's hoping!
Thanks, and yeah i hope so too
I have to do a biopsy to know, but yeah idk, its scary.
I guess I should inform here too.
It was recently found in a CT that i have suspicious nodules in my lung, that it may be cancer. My days have been mostly dread and tears and i just don't have it in me to draw or do anything really, so yeah, posts wont happen as much if at all.
talking like a big shot when im at best a bb bullet.
is produce even the right word, draw i could fucking draw
Yesterday I was feeling so good, could even produce, and today i'm just crashing all over, i hate this, i wanna comeback to normal already man.
Maude from Tales of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
I really enjoyed the show! Not a big fan of the ''tales'' aspect, it makes it feel kinda not fully canon in a coward way, but it was fun.
#talesofthetmnt #tmnt #maude #nsfw #rule34
Slow recovery but recovering!
I uh, I forgot this place existed because my surgery and recovery got me distracted, i'll post new stuff soon.
Misty REALLY Wants you!
#residentevil2 #mistyresidentevil #zombie #nsfw #nsfwart #rule34
Good grief im trying to design my new comm sheet but im so fuckin bad at graphic design man, shit got hands T~T
I'm yappin' here cause i got not clue what evils the new Shitter algorhythm can do to yapers.
I also was sick the entire week and the doctors couldnt find what it was, yay.
Tomoko Exposed
#rule34 #nsfw #nsfwart #milf #diamondisunbreakable #tomokohigashikata #bigtits
Daniela Dimitrescu Tiddies
#residentevil #residentevilvillage #dimitrescu #nsfwart #rule34
Courtney on Cock
#paranorman #courtneybabcock #nsfw #nsfwart #rule34 #ass
Was playing some MK9 recently
#mortalkombat #nsfw #nsfwart #mileena #rule34
Reina vs Juri
#streetfighter #tekken #nsfw #nsfwart #rule34
Tina Russo Doodle
#looneytunes #nsfw #nsfwart #rule34 #tinarusso