Found out I'm gonna be out of work at my IRL job for Fall Semester too I do NOT know why I am ever (cautiously) optimistic about anything ๐๐๐
Posts by Conopholis americana enjoyer
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-Extreme burnout
-Basically giving up on my "career"
-Loss of community/connections in my field
-Deep social isolation of many flavors
2020s w skunkcabbages
-Covid mental breakdown city
-Discover CPTSD & abuse victim status
-Buy house, most stressful summer ever
-Break up w family, extreme grief/anger/etc
-Booster almost kills me, half dead for yr+
-Finally kinda ok, get hit by a car, spend wk in ICU, rehab, long-term recovery
Same. My extremely social, people-loving dad was stuck in Italy during the for-real lockdowns in a tiny apartment by himself when you'd get stopped by police going to the grocery store ๐ญ
Same
I was meant to be a cool rocker that parties but unfortunately I got that Rapunzel upbringing that left me permanently damaged
Thisssss. Mine was so bad and so triggering and I had so many mental breakdowns and went through my abuse victim realization crisis in deep isolation, sometimes I can't believe I survived
Wow that's dreamy
SNACKIN
A lucky quadrillium from Morgantown WV for you <3
Scenarios that lead to despair bigger than themselves: I have a migraine from steel mill fumes, been tossin me cookies
Very much so ๐ญ
Did me taxes, yr goblin bestie broke 40k last year with only 2 jobs, I'm Mon Valley Rich helll yeahhhhhhh #AdjunctLife
One of my fav live photos of us, from Minneapolis last month, wish I was still on tour ๐
This is on my friend Matt's birthday. He likes cacti. I'm gonna make a prickly pear cake.
I like when the Jack-in-the-pulpits are growing in canopy gaps and get THICCCCC
YOU GUYS. Bear corn is popping up in Athens!!!
Saw 2 of em!
A lucky quadrillium from Morgantown WV for you <3
Seen a whole bunch of Viola rostrata, my fav violet, at Conkle's Hollow today!
Yr goblin bestie booked a show in Cleveland!
2020s got me deeply burned out & I have these projects hanging over my head that are full of so many trauma histories & finishing them will be important, & I've been Just Not Ready for so long, but sometimes I chip away at them and feel a bit of the ecstacy of creation this work used to make me feel
Dukkha x Knotwork x Shatter ladies night in Minneapolis
Knew exactly where this was before I read any of the text ๐ฅฒ
All facts
I want to come back soon so bad!!! I was doing Big Event makeup for this tour and ended up drawing locust thorns on my face for all 3 shows
Hope your time in Hell is as short as possible! ๐ It was a great night and I can't wait to come back
Got home last night. Currently in the Crying Stage of the post-tour comedown. Here's all 10 of us and our hosts in Minneapolis ๐