hahahahaha---

hahaha

listen,,, army medic, works in emergency medicine, does all kind of extreme sport and stuff (like swat) just because he loves the adrenaline, is exceptionally calm in all endeavors, knows how to handle people, makes stupid jokes, he's perfect.

I want you to know I showed this to my mom and she loves it and we are talking about printing it and putting it up on my wall (if that's cool with you)

might have to bully nox (or anyone else) into giving me someone so I can whore out bishop, because I want to write this man doing atrocious (sexual) stuff soooo fucking badly oh my god

the scream by edvard munch but the screaming figure is a vulva

the scream (edvard munch)

coninuting this shit show with bambi and lee, which makes this 200% better because they're two of my favorite people and it will make this marginarly better because 200% of 0/10 is still 0. (this is a joke, this show is a 2/10 maybe.)

HAHAHA---

THE PITT: [Scene, where Doug Discrol hits Charge Nurse Dana into the face and walks off]
LEE: Entschuldigung? He should get hit by a car.
ME: [laughs]
LEE: Sorry. Das war nicht very media literacy von mir. I think he should get hit by a car AND die.
ME: AMEN.

#LateNightCouncil

park the shark and emma nolan, die baby nurse under dana's care. (it's a crack ship but I'm eating them)

screenshots of my chrome tabs, that are several ao3 tabs put in groups called "Hucklerobby", "Serennedy", "Mohabbot", "Babyshark" and "Flambert". They're all ships from fandoms.

This is how I'm combating my insomnia, and by combating I just mean, let's say, spending my nights.

they have to go bigger, make a grander statement. it's not about possessiveness in a way that people need to see. they don't leave marks so people know their partners already belong. it's abt having evidence, like a sip of cold water temporarily soothing a hot mouth. a tribute to their depravedness.

partners open, with a bite or a cut or a bruise, so that they leave something behind, like a reminder that it's actually there. that they were there, that this was real. a simple kiss is too little, it doesn't embody how deep and all consuming their want runs, it's too little, it's /too little./

or matthias, whose want is depicted as wanting to cut someone open and see the insides, because it's their way of expressing that they want to be close. they can't crawl into the other person's skin and imprint themselves in their core so the next best thing has to be there. they want to break their

when a character, like luan for example, is so accustomed to violence and never learned what it's like to want someone in a normal way, through touch that doesn't hurt, or kisses that don't have to turn into bites and hickeys you can press into, to make them hurt, to make them turn intro bruises,

one of my all time favorite tropes (and therefore a major reason why this characteristic is so prominent among my ocs) is characters having an abstract or unnormal way to feel desire for someone. it can border on weird and even shoot past, end up in freak territory, and I'll just eat it up.

y e s !!!!

the pitt might get me back into editing. o<-<

we're halfway through the first season and nox is so fucking suspicious of the pittfest getting mentioned again and again, it keeps getting mentioned and they just wait for the big boom to happen which is so fucking hilarious to nova and me.

nox, while watching the pitt:

indulge me - Chapter 1 - HotelRaleigh - The Pitt (TV) [Archive of Our Own] An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

indulge me by hotelraleigh
- #mohabbot

- yeah, I read five chapters of porn at the family function today, what abt it?
- this is divine
- this jack abbot will actually drive me insane and I hope samira and him live happily ever after
- once again, this is divine

archiveofourown.org/works/644549...

mechanical bull by morefoul
- #hucklerobby

- my feelings towards this fic can be expressed with "AHHHHBARKBARKBARKOHMYGODHOLYFUCKINGSHIT"
- the necklace. the fucking n--
- I'm unwell.
- genuinely captures their manners and voices
- thinking about this one daily

archiveofourown.org/works/74723451

screenshot of tumblr post. the pitt's dennis whittaker with a screenshot of a tumblr post going "*flirting with an older man* when I was born you had already attempted suicide once". below, michael robinavitch with a hashtag screenshotted from the original post going "#worth living just to meet you kiddo".

⚕️ thread of genuine 5/5 the pitt fanfics that rearranged something in my brain chemistry

tag "jack abbot is a loser!" save me, save me, the pitt fanfic tag "jack abbot is a loser!" - mohabbot will carry me through this day.

save me from this horrible day, the pitt fics, save me. save me from this exhaustion and depression, I will sacrifice my firstborn to you. jane doe baby at the ptmc doorstep.

Carlisle x Charlie x Esme 🧛🏻‍♂️👨🏻🧛🏻‍♀️

rough and deep voice reassuring with a "it's alright, kid, I'm here, I won't leave." while fucking them into bliss, haurhghruahghruahghehuahghaugdhsg, ok I'm normal again.

minas + daddy kink can be something so personal actually, and by that I mean he becomes the most caring and sweetest and kindest top in human history when he gets called daddy.

oh nein haha, aber das ist voll fair.

OH GOTT, JA--
I don't wanna think about that, I ignore it happened, he's FINE-