I’m really just too busy being with myself these days.
It’s not bad.

I LITERALLY JUST WOKE UP AND EVERYTHING GOES OFF THE RAILS

我真的是這麼想的嗎？

漆彈最大的掙扎
就是對自己的實力有自信，想要向更多人傳授知識或在場上發揮

…但是我沒有那個自信去推廣自己的實力，現在的我只能等待有人主動來找我。
每次想到這裡總會覺得好後悔，我有那個能耐，我可以從別人身上得到更多的意義和價值…
…嗎？

Both of which are just as sentient and real as one another, but they couldn't come to an agreement.

New OC idea "Rift"

2 individual consciousness harnessed in one physical being, Rift is known for it's dissoative identity and endless conflict within himself.

Rift states that he some sort of cyborg, one is the organic & living being, others is mechanical life built to be just like a real person.

I just… needed a moment

here's a more in-depth explanation of how i gave my mii's splatoon eyes with face paint in tomodachi life cause some ppl asked :3

People just treat this as a wannabe Twitter.

As much as I hate drama on Twitter

It is so nice seeing people who are genuinely interested in the problem, and are willing to put effort into understanding.

These kinds of act helped me learning what happened in the world, something I find bsky lacking (atleast off my scope)

Order charger with MAX paint, range, knockback and damage(almost)!!!

This is THE charger, with the most lethal shot ever!!!
…Wait

…
This is E-liter

How can you permanently shut every form of short videos off in your mobile…

One of things I hated the most is how popular and addictive short are. The key features of “scroll and get the next video” is what made it harmful imo.

I hate the fact that there’s no way of hiding yt shorts on mobile now

This game sux how did I even died

Something I would wanted to able to continuously absorb.

I always wanted to master my knowledge and skill in this Splatoon more.

Sure, solo q is fine at keeping my skill in a certain level, but what I want is more.
I wanted to interact with people on par or even better then, this is more than just skill and mechanics.

It’s about knowledge and experience

Whoever think PE course is mandatory for freshman in my college should be publicly executed.

I hate you.

Negativity's been really hitting the spot recently.

I really like this outfit
Everything fits with each other really well

Something for my ink harpoon
I think I’m about done with the overall design of it, and I’ll just be focusing on adding more detail and texture in the 3D workflow.

However, I wasn’t too happy with the blade profile and shape, feels too sharp for a splatoon weapon…?
I’ll figure out how to improve it.

There must be other factors to this.

When my friend simply tell me to learn and put it down, tell yourself to take it easy and have some rest, that doesn’t tend to solve problems in a long run.

A factor might be because that I view my interests with a lot of weight.
That I can be valued by others for this and this made me feel valuable, that I was less of a person without it.

A burden that caused what I consider to be a very long burnout.

After a long session of games I would often tell myself to go look for something productive to do.

That often means drawing, or developing my skills.
I conflict at the fact that part of me wants myself to do something productive, but another refuses to.

Tomodachi必買。

為-為什麼
這個遊戲哪麼好玩😭

等等等等等等一下
我-
陷進去了

A water bottle drawn with thick legs, and my persona about to drink a comically large glass of water while saying “watre” Neither drawing is related

8.的時候問候睡覺了沒👀

I wish to look at this in a more positive and respectful manner…
But I feel like I gotta acknowledge I true self first, and then I can embrace and adapt

Yeah, I should totally just be more confident about who I am.
What? Are you gonna sell confidence to me? Well damn right I wish I could’ve have some!!!

Being very passive aggressive is just kinda how I tend to act, and yeah, that’s what I feel comfortable with, it is who I am

It’s always others who are picking, not me.

I was the one doing all the objective work, you thought you’re the valued one? Don’t even make me laugh.
Duh, I carried you, you need me if you want to win.

No wonder narcissism links with the lack of confidence, because you want someone else to need you