every night i force myself to call it heads or tails and i wake up the next day and its-

everybody mad at me :( no we arent!!!! they hate me so bad :(

me when im LOCKED IN

every day i wake up and flip a coin whether or not its going to be a Type A day or Type B day

no unironically its one of the few W writing moments from the original comics where she gains weight while mark is missing for many months and when he comes back to earth she's insecure but he genuinely is like "jackpot. this rules. holy shit 2 cakes."

Honestly insurance and bank have been the worst regarding dragging their feet on the change. It's absurd.

woahg

beach that makes you old in reverse

yeah 😔

i hate those days and i feel like those days just become increasingly common

I just wanted to set my dentist appointment but instead I get to laud around my deadname and get outed to this new dentist practice at the same time fucking joy

Humiliated on the phone bc the insurance rep over and over was like "Sorry I have to speak to [deadname] about your coverage not you" and eventually I had to be like "fucks sake it's me but you just still haven't updated my info in months after my legal change after multiple requests goddammit-"

my goats of releasing borderline unplayable messes that after a year of bugfixing are revealed to be absolute peak games

Owlcat's had some unusual problems writing romance: 'we realized we had three female romanceable characters, and all three were cannibals' I can fix them.

“good news boss, our romanceable women all share one trait we are sure will appeal to the playerbase”

“great, what is it?”

“cannibalism”

“… who exactly do you think plays our games”

pear wiggler

hey me and my partner saw you from across the bar and love your vibe - would you consider trying out being in the Pear Wiggler with us?

hair dysphoria doesnt get seen as important enough compared to other dysphorias which i think is unfair given the fact i think if there was a button that'd give a trans girl a pussy but immediately horseshoe her hair she'd hesitate whereas 99% of gals with the opposite wouldnt hesitate at all

i got 5500 grafts and i still lie awake a lot of the time now slowly becoming convinced and horrified that i might need more but i hope not

yeah im hoping in theory it gets better i just also feel so disheartened knowing the results even in the best case for me probably will still be lesser than some other gal who started hrt way later than me but just got luckier with her genetics 🙃

just did my 2nd fue about 3 weeks ago. first prp injection today. i try to stay positive but i. its just so everpressing it feels so crushing and i dont think ill ever get out from under it sometimes

give me the crippling bottom dysphoria make my voice masculine forever no matter how much training i do make everything worse just take this nightmare away please jfc.

i think a lot of people underestimate the total psychological toll it takes when hair is the #1 most glaring and in-your-face feature that literally every single human being notices first about your face and profile no matter what lol

hair dysphoria doesnt get seen as important enough compared to other dysphorias which i think is unfair given the fact i think if there was a button that'd give a trans girl a pussy but immediately horseshoe her hair she'd hesitate whereas 99% of gals with the opposite wouldnt hesitate at all

i love seeing this image. it fills me with such joy. it has such a lovely atmosphere to it

Is this about Portnoy? That little Swampscott rich kid fuck? Acting like he's some north shore tough guy. We used to go Swampscott in high school to break into cars

Fuck him. i hope he loses his shirt

i was reminded today of my favorite bit on twitter which was putting texts from my husband over pictures of tony soprano

writing out a whole 2 post long reply of interesting theatre trivia before realizing that would be lame and cringe to post and instead i need to reply "lol real" like a good poster

why does everyone in SF own a dog (real dog and/or human dog)

At this point I'd welcome the honesty just say it'll hurt doc im a big girl

"You're gonna feel a bit of pressure-" every doctor immediately right before doing something that causes you intense shooting pain

I'm such a fake trans woman (no blood kink - actively gets light headed just from routine blood draws and around needles)

using klarna to buy a Costco hot dog in installments because the economy has never been stronger

Patricia Batewoman: "Impressive... Let's see Paulina Allen's trans-timeline post."

watching someone on the train use their phone and im kinda astonished. he's just swiping YouTube shorts constantly. he'll watch maybe 3-4 seconds of a short, like the short, then instantly flick to the next one, repeat. this shit has gotta be worse for our brains than lead huh