Nothing like starting your day with intense back pain

Ad: “That is my biggest fear ever. Thankfully you can play the game on mobile”

Me: Okay. If I was getting married, and I catch someone playing Fortnite during the ceremony? It’s going UP YOUR ASS AND INTO YOUR THROAT

Ad: “Imagine missing a Fortnite event to attend a wedding”

Me: Um…that’s…I mean that’s okay. I got a life. And I feel like the wedding is more important

May or may not have a Spider account made and being worked on in my spare time

Like…fuck me man.

Like it’s hard to put into words.

I…don’t know.

Like I’ve had moments when I wondered / wished I was born with a different gender or I could just swap genders whenever I feel like it. But then eventually I’d reset to the gender I was assigned at birth

But lately. OOOOOO LATELY.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

What is this? Am I just exhausted? Because I’ve been comfortable with myself and my body and my gender for years and why is this suddenly hitting me now?

Am I going to be over it in the morning?

Okay remember how I wasn’t sure about my gender and I felt gayer than usual?

Well it’s striking HARD tonight, baby!

what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

hating this hating this hating this

aaaaaaaaaaa

VENEZUELA DEFEATS THE UNITED STATES TO TAKE HOME THEIR FIRST WORLD BASEBALL CLASSIC CHAMPIONSHIP 🇻🇪🏆

a translation of the english word "penis" to the esperanto word "peniso"

in esperanto, penis is peniso. good night, and good luck.

I jinxed it

I don’t want to jinx it but work day has seemed easier than the last two days

March really has been extra gay for me

It’s weird because it felt really real

Had a multi layered gay sex dream about casual sex and later feeling forced to come out of the closet when a family member finds out

Feeling a little better now.

A little. Muscles sore. Still thinking about gender.

And also how people make themselves look so attractive. Wish I could do that lol

Well great. Can’t sleep and now mind is going to a dark place.

Hey Basti. Haven’t you had this convo before? Haven’t we been here before?

It’s the gender wave baby and it’s hitting me hard tonight

Also for the filter thing? I don’t know. Seeing myself “gender flipped” feels…comforting. It makes me smile. And thinking about life going down that path also makes me smile

Late night gender screaming

He/Him. They/Them. She/Her.

Sure. All of the above.

Like…I’m a cis male or at least I thought I was for most of my life

Just spent a good amount of time looking at myself in the mirror, questioning that.

Even redownloaded Snapchat just to look at myself in the female filter and feel…just feel emotions.

I don’t know what I am most of the time

Don’t know how else to put it.

Feeling very gender right now

I say no way because this is either half true or fully true.

If it’s fully true? Fucking lol

Ain’t no way someone on this site and also on X used Grok regularly and also used Grok to determine if someone is a pedophile and got called out for being a moron

In all honesty? It takes a while. And I’m not gonna lie and say BlueSky is perfect and doesn’t have its own cliques and has its own problems and drama. It’s social media. It’s bound to happen.

Starting from scratch and finding people is one of the hardest parts though. But they are out there.