good!

turned my non kpoppie bf into a rv supremacist

how do i keep falling for people across the ocean 😭

i hope i dont regret this

meeting someone who actually gaf has been crazy

i stopped being a coward and confessed

my matcha Iatte tastes lowkey horrifying

im not responsible for peoples feelings and emotional wellbeing i chant

fumbled :(

chronically a friendship fumbler bc im the slowest replier on earth

depression got hands

especially when youve been trying

i love accidentally pressing someones nerd out button by talking about a certain topic shdhshdhd

omg whats wrong with me

im delusional yes? yes

mood drop at 8am can't even have a good day

ominous posting but not elaborating while bsky doesnt do private accs bc im paranoid

💀💀💀 i was lowk just a shell of myself at that point

speaking of naked ppl atz comeback better be good

fr id feel so bad for skipping all the time when other people from farther away would still go to class but it was so tiring

im probably just asexuaI to a degree lmaooo

sometimes i lowkey question my sexuality because i see people freaking out about shirtless men and i couldn't give any less of a fuck 😭 it makes me uncomfortable even

anyway im very glad we can (barely 💀) afford a room here for now bc i'd just go insane otherwise and skip class like crazy like i did in lisbon. i already barely have time for anything and im living 10 mins away

i rmb i lowkey had a mental breakdown that day and almost applied to my uni in lisbon again for my masters bc at the time having to travel everyday was one of my main issues and if i was gonna be miserable itmight as well be there (i think i thought here was farther away too? its just like 5min more

i felt like a spoiled kid throwing a tantrum when i brought up studying here ~2yrs ago to my mom and she talked abt me taking the train everyday instead of trying 2 find a place and i just went no. i refuse im not doing that but it was so exhausting idc if other people have it worse it still sucked

a 1hr train ride to go home seems sooo long now and i was making multiple of those per week to go to uni in lisbon and come back in the same day + riding the subway no wonder i was fucking miserable

thinking about someone who liked me 2 years ago like i have a chance damnnn just move on loser

feeling like exploding on this fine morning

i wish i could go home too