i wish i’d never been born man

tw sh /

idc tho im just gonna cut myself up while cleaning the bathroom even if im in here all night

mom and i are having a massive fight while cleaning the house today bc she can’t help but to guilt trip me and i can’t help but to let that shit work on me every time. just locked myself in the bathroom and she got pissed bc i locked myself in the bathroom

having been eating decently normal because i feel like they’re constantly watching how much i eat which makes my feel like a massive fake. still losing but it’s slow and i want to scramble my brain with my bare hands

hating my mother hours

it looks super cool !!

gm sierra. got any plans for today?

omw to have a Chat with your mother

hi cutie 🩷🩷

omg i love the mechanics of dungeon world. so much simpler than d&d haha

that’s so funny 😭😭 pls keep me updated i love this

while i was in the kitchen making dinner last night, i heard my mom tell my bf not to let me starve myself ☹️☹️

drove ma around to appointments this morning and we got breakfast at mcd. played the tomodachi life demo and im sooo excited for the full game

dinner tn will be tacos but no one is really hungry so maybe we’ll do tacos tomorrow and just have a snack later tn

omg what do you play!! tell me about your character plssss

yes lovebug

so stunning 🩷🩷

i love your style so much. you’re so cool

it doesn’t make any sense 🥲 but that’s how it’s always been. she hurts me and then she gets upset and then i end up feeling bad. you’d think id be used to it by now

my mom just ordered a bunch of mini box cutters right when i was thinking of buying new blades 🥹🥹

have a feeling that i will be getting the silent treatment from mom tomorrow. which will super suck bc im supposed to be driving her around to stuff

i swear we are all struggling this week. take it as easy as u can 🩷

i hate the 3 C's
calories
cops
& capitalism

bf has been an angel per usual during all this. many hugs and kisses, rn he’s emptying the dishwasher and i’m not allowed to help

which is kind of doubling as some sort of exposure therapy. used to my mom’s mad cleaning, slamming shit. he’s being so gentle and quiet

i love you too 🥺🥺🩷

i feel you i’m turning 27 this year and i feel so dumb still doing ts

not any time soon. maybe things will be better by then. thank you 🩷🩷🩷

i couldn’t bring myself to eat but i made her a sandwich . a crazy good looking one too. i’ll be pissed if she wastes it

and now she’s upset and crying

i just feel so stupid i hate myself genuinely fucking hate myself

i told her she was frustrating me bc i’ve just felt like i can’t do anything right for days now. and her messing with me wasn’t helping

but she didn’t stop and i stormed off to cool off (and cry and hurt myself to calm down faster bc i still had dinner to make)

was making dinner . just sandwiches. not the most familiar with chopping onions or tomatoes bc i don’t like them

and my mom came in and was like “wtf are you doing?” and was laughing at me and just poking fun of every little thing

fuck i’m just ruining everything