Deal 🤝 (also pookie never feel like your cuts are inferior I feel the same sometimes especially seeing people cut to beans as their everage, but everyone is different and comparing ourselves is stuuuuuupid)

I'm going to lick you

Girl if only because his bf is also cute lol but grrrrr the queer experience of sudden manic attraction is such a NEUSANACE cause now I'm gonna be thinking about my mentor's thick beard between my legs for the next three to four business days 😮‍💨😮‍💨 I'd suck him dry, cave his stomach in like a caprisun

Oof man I'm really sorry :( just take it easy and I read you have easy access to an e.r should the need arise so that's good! Hoping it doesn't come to that 🫂

I'm fully fucking aware I have no chance he's been with his man for 17 damn years but a boy can dream 😭 I had a horrifically bad crush on him when I started my apprenticeship when I was 19 because in a nutshell he was an older man who was nice to me and I have really bad daddy issues lmaoo

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HE'S SO HOT AND SO FUCKING SWEET AND HE ASKS ME ABOUT MY DAY AND HE REMEMBERS THE COFFEE I LIKE

Ah okay! That makes more sense, I thought it was some super thin transparent plaster like second skin or something similar, thanks for answering! Hope you have some nice and easy healing because that looks so uncomfortable to walk on 🫡

Truuuuue I just tell my therapist it calms me down because that's like, the least serious I can make it sound and she always does this tight lipped thing, long drawn out "Mhmm" and then starts writing in her little journal again i-

Ugh that's so pretty 💕

Whats that textured batch/bandage you have over the cut if you don't mind me asking?

Fr though there's something appealing about a therapist who's struggled with mental health as well, and NAAAH BRO you poor fucker 😭 bet they gave you that patient slightly worried look that almost look glass eyed yet distant because that's what mine does plus the lips pressed together, girl-

I need to be delusionaly confident until I start believing it, delulu is the solulu

Only time will tellllll

Lmao yes exactly, I asked my therapist today what the percentage is of mentally ill people getting into mental health studies and she said it's actually a lot so that put my mind at ease a little. I'm not doing it with any intention of becoming a therapist hell nah could you imagine my deranged ass😭

Probably because you're sick ma boy, take your meds frail child

Good morning sunshine, the earth says hello!

I'm trying to be chill I'm trying 😭😭😭

And uh, yeah, I mean more so a recommendation because I've shot down everything else like going back to art school, but I'mma be studying psychology as cheesy as that is I know, the human brain is fascinating even though I'm probably not smart enough for it-

All good, soul has returned to my body after my life flashed before my eyes 😭😭

Lol yeah but hey in my defense it all happened so fast and it's a big step especially for a shut in hermit like me soooo

My emotional brain commits domestic violence against my logical brain lmao, I mean honestly a part of me is exited too because there's a lot of good stuff that comes from me just trying university, I just panic and convince myself that it'll all fall apart like always 😭😭

Nhnnnnnhhhg I wanna fuck my mentor so bad, God, why, hes been in a relationship for over 15 years, forbidden fruit ass man pls just one chance you ain't been with a bitch like me-

Officially signed up and handed over the rest of the documents and shit they needed today, I'mma be getting my schedule mid September 💅

Having expectations is the worst thing because it makes me paranoid and I instinctively shoot myself in the foot and self sabotage, I wish expectations didn't exist lmaooo

Was scrolling and the video started playing before the post actually came on screen I wholeheartedly believed the grudge had decided it was my time 💀💀

You're welcome bbg I got you 😘😘

Yeeeeeah bestie I don't think I'm making it past the first semester Lmaooo but its fine we'll see what happens I'm ignoring it for now because today has been anxiety inducing enough, if something comes out of it fantastic and if not oh well at least I tried 😭😭

I was supposed to check the results online tomorrow after 10 but my mom just called me over to see something and like, she checked herself and apparently I'm in? I don't know how to process this what is happening 😵‍💫

K so apparently I got accepted, wha

Both are really pretty it's difficult for me to choose, trails are so pretty but so are beads because they look like little blood jewels 😭