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bro seriously i’m so sick of this. i’m laying here. haven’t moved. drinking water. took my meds. and my calves are just trembling with weakness. no other part of me is. every fucking day.

i dunno. that’s all i have. i’ll just end it with a sexy rip to the queen b herself, fucking killing me with having an embolism abruptly and needing to be rabies tested since she bit someone pretty badly before being euthanized. 😝 happy 2026

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& im so sorry to just bitch and bitch and bitch, but i just. can’t. each day is just a hellish drag of waiting. will he call today? will i get a mychart message back with info? will i watch the business day crawl by and resign myself to another day of waiting?

is my hip fractured? is it a congenial deformity that needs surgical correction? is it a labral tear? is it still possibly a cam deformity? what is the answer here? what do we do while i wait to be seen by yet another person?

he was so fucking floored that it had been happening for so long & nothing has ever come of it. he’s worked so hard to get that mri for me. he’s working so hard to find a way to help me. i know i’m on his radar. i know he’s got other patients too. yet i’m so tired of waiting.

my sports med doctor is a fucking angel and when i told him how long this has been happening and provided him with a written out timeline of every visit ive ever had for “low lumbar pain” & “hip pain”, which accounted to over 60+ visits in five years, he looked like he was going to cry

i am so, so tired. i am so depressed. i am so worn out. i have been hit so hard this year alone and i just. emotionally i’m done rn. i feel like hell. i just want this to be over and dealt with. i want recovery. i want to feel normal. i want to feel okay.

i know everyone is overworked and overburdened. i know im not critical and not the most urgent case. i know. i know i know i know i know i know.

working in a med field myself i am TRYING to be patient i am TRYING to wait my turn i am TRYING to keep it together but this has been going on for so long and i am so, so tired. i cant stand for prolonged periods of time. i cant sit period. i cant lift. i am barely functional at work.

i need to get my bw done to check, but i kinda want to wait until after my brain mri so i don’t have to reschedule AGAIN in case i need infusions. i need to do something about the fucking scoliosis in my neck that i’ve been convinced is causing my migraines for the PAST FIVE YEARS THANKS NEUROLOGY

now we say all of this and this doesn’t even address the fact that i am likely not a surgical candidate rn. i’ve lost almost 50lbs from my arfid. i’m 99% sure i’m anemic again and likely in need of iron infusions AGAIN.

can’t diagnose dysplasia without SPECIALTY imaging with trained radiology techs. can’t diagnose dysplasia without another specialist consult. likely need surgical correction since it’s been going on for entirely too long without intervention

sports med doc says labral tear can’t be r/o even if not identified as torn on imaging. (GREAT!) fluid in my joints. sports med looked back at my hip/pelvis rads & while the images were compressed, noticed that my hips don’t align appropriately 🤡🤡🤡🤡 dysplasia???

mri report says strong concern for stress fracture. sports med doc says not convinced it’s a stress fracture (could be pocketed focal inflammation from constant subluxating, which surprise i’ve been wondering if that is what my hips are doing every time i have to shift them back into place)

it’s so discouraging. can’t have any anti-inflammatories or steroids rn because i’m not eating (arfid ftw). i refuse more pain medication because i know myself and i’ll get into trouble. i can’t do pt due to copays, potential hEDS, & this is NOT ABLE TO BE HELPED BY PT. i need surgery of some kind.

i waited the two weeks to report that the epidural didn’t help! i did the steroid inj in my hip with only 10 days of relief! i did the L hip mri! i’m tired!

this has been going on for entirely too long. i have done all of the fucking things. i did the lumbar mri in 2025 … after being told i would need one in 2018 & could never get it approved! i did the lumbar epidural after fighting seven months w/ my insurance to prove i have back pain!

i injured my back SOMEHOW in 2018, episodes of back pain and inability to walk q6m or so. i lifted a box of litter in 2021 and fell, episodes of agonizing hip pain & inability to walk q3m and easily triggered by ANYTHING.

i simply stand and my poor knee trembles, even if i have my weight shifted to the opposite side. my pelvis (or hips who knows) gets ‘stuck’ when i sit down, and i have to rotate my waist to have them fall back into place. i can’t lift anything which in veterinary ER is insane

i’m legit so tired of waiting on getting my hip fixed. i got the mri. they said we’d have answers with that. now there’s more questions and i need a referral to another doctor for more imaging and where does that leave me?

/ vent 😝

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