My LiveJournal is 19 years old - also I miss the glory days of LiveJournal

I love this. I hope the boys are booked busy and paidddddddd for a long time.

So blessed actually with my experience with the folks at GNW.

Flying up to Sydney for tapings multiple times was wild feral behaviour actually but I’m so glad I did - do the things if you can because the memories are priceless.

Copy of GNW script

Blurry photo of me and Paul McDermott in Melbourne Town Hall

Props from a GNW productions great debate

Signed GNW t-shirt, great debate streamers and stuff and GNW cue card

So many fantastic memories - my first fandom meets in person some phenomenal friends even if most of them have left my life now and just… so much good good times.

Bobby who manned the tickets email for the show took great care of me. I’m all emotional about it actually.

I feel old but also how fucking good was good news week. Loved and missed.

Perpetual nausea is not fun... this is the worst. Boooooooo. I think its an incoming ear infection but ugh

Ofmd crew, taikaholics there was an interview where taika was listing shizz he liked including papermate flair pens/textas and one of the tom does scents like ombre leather - does anyone have it - my search engine tells me it doesn’t exist

But how good were phone books

No ticket war for me today thank goodness

Surprise Monday show added to noah kahans presale today- might have missed any announcements being busy this morning but great news

Things can still be too much. I have stuff I won't rematch because I know it will be nostalgicly ruined for me now i'm allegedly an adult.

I nearly told you to go rewatch Kingsman when I initially saw the post

And there’s no need to put your brain through all the very terrible stuff to try and enjoy the small parts of a movie when there’s other things you can enjoy without having to work so hard to ignore the terrible shit 🤷‍♀️.

I wouldn’t say that - pats of it ARE fun - parts of it are outdated and terrible and back then exactly what we expected

12 year old you was a 12 year old not catching it all - you now catching it isn’t willing to tolerate it and that’s fair enough because it is terrible

Snake snack? Yes please!

The way I immediately know which movie

😂. Tbh I’m not sure the world can deal with someone as cool as your bestie but he’ll be cool in another way

Hello darkness my old friend… I can’t sleep and it’s windy and I’m too hot lying down and too cold elsewhere… cats think it’s fantastic I’m awake. Ugh.

Me pursing Noah Kahan tickets- I just feel like it will be a healing experience for me...

I angrily explained my rage out loud to an empty carseat all. The. Way. To. Work. This morning. Stop beating yourself up for needing to vent please. This world is hard and sometimes we need to do the things.

I’ve been going in hours early so I can leave hours early and not have to perform in front of people - not like I’m sleeping anyway

Yes. Anyone existing in this world at this time without being anxious is a weirdo. Yours is more acute some of us are still masking i think because god knows noone notices my cracks in the day to day except my closest pals but we aren't the weirdos for being this anxious. We love you. We're here.

Had a little cry and hyperventilated until I almost passed out because I’m free you know

🫂 we love you

Had a watch party today in discord with a friend and it was great - doing another episode or three tomorrow and I can’t wait

Lfg

Me writing it like an overdramatic farewell when it isn't even is typical me - its a love letter actually

I love you.

Its written on me with permanent ink how ofmd changed me. How loving the cast and crew were and are and how healing it was and how im still awed and inspired by the fucking insane fandom

That's okay I still love it and its okay if something else steps forward now to give me escape and support and comfort because the merry crew of my beloved pirate show will be there not going away. Your crew isnt going to go away either if when you have a new love

March was harder than it should have been but then I started thinking about all the mental load of Marches past and no wonder I struggled.

It's also probably why I've gone so hard into heated rivalry too - ofmd which has sustained me for years is associated with why march is so hard. And like