Feels longer but it’s been a month since I’ve played drums— sitting down for the first time since. Warming up the completely wrong way: improvised spacey quick shit. Sounds fun, felt about good

Fuck yeah. More of this

Changing my name to Sheena McCrack because I love choking victim and the first 2 leftover crack albums so much

“DISTURBANCES OF […] EMOTION”

“VICTIM OF EVOLUTIONARY INSANITY”

depression
poverty
inappropriately gay
uneducated

what’s better than this

The sociopaths on the other site told me feminism is trans men’s business I should butt out of because I’m “a retard”. All because I screenshotted a dumb take and said “lol”

I was trying to circumvent hurting this guy’s feelings via screenshot over qt route, but they reacted so hard he saw it

all the boys should have been my best friend instead of coming to hate me when we turned 11/12. I could have single-handedly ended transmisogyny. But noooo.

I had two friends as a wee child who I considered best friends and now as adults they’re attracted to trans women. lol

Being old and isolated has its perks: community ignorance

Thank you! :)

my birthday now

I love my apartment

My place is almost so comfortable for company…. A/c, comfy chairs, and now a dining table my boss salvaged, worked up, and gave to me. Would you give me some chairs please

Fucked up how if you’ve ever listened to folk punk you probably have listened to a song about my mental illness

which I wasn’t *completely* sure of at the time— it was another small leap of faith, like I find transition to be in general. It’s been well worth it in my case.

I liked my small ones but have liked my large ones much, much more

It was Fyrah’s birthday on Sunday. She should be a living 38 years old right now.

Fuck you, Columbus, Bloomington, and Ghost Ship

Guess who’s not renewing the lease for her Columbus, Ohio, studio apartment next year

Mexican rice + mock duck from a can cuz fuck it

Gay guy at the pharmacy had to do the difficult task of telling a trans woman she can’t pick up her klonopin rx until Wednesday. “I’ll have it ready first thing Wednesday morning.”

My sympathies to him. But I want it now, friend.

Omg

She speaks of “substance”… souls, haecceities, substance, Spinoza omg 🔃

Lord forgive me but it’s time to go back to the old me

It’s the queer junkies and junkie-allied queers who make me feel held, seen, cherished and loved. Not the young trans punk and hardcore scene.

Broken heart sex change cure

THE JOE TAPE, by Yogurt 8 track album

all ya wanna do is talk talk talk
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