Today I got to watch nest building crows have a turf war with a teratorial bunny. Bunny 1 - crows 0.

I'm struggling so much to try and concentrate today.

Say hello to The Perpetually Screaming Goose. Nightmare fule.

Today I do not want to be awake. I'm just so sleepy! Let me hibernate!

I'm beyond tired. I have woken up on multiple occasions feeling sick with dread on the day of events. I promised myself when I started if I felt that way I'd stop but I've pushed on for another year.

So yeah.

I'm ready to stop.

I've decided to close down my art business as I've been dealing with a lot recently on top of my health issues and I've just not been in a great place.

I'm no longer booking teading events and my final two events will be Chibi Sunnycon and Sunnycon next year unless my back problems worsen.

If you like horror comics, check out @beckscomics.bsky.social she posts a new comic every day in October and the little details are amazing.

Thank you for posting here as well as Instagram, it's so much easier to stay zoomed in and find the little details. :) I love the move from animorphs book report to the anatomy book at the end.

When trying to see if it would be ok to eat it with my meds there was like 0 information on it. There was only info saying "don't drink alcohol with X medicine" and that was so unhelpful haha.

I have never felt more betrayed to find out the profiteroles I bought had alcohol in them. Never had alcoholic profiteroles before and now I'm profiteroleless because i can't have any alcohol with the meds I'm taking. :( Apparently it said it did on the pack in the tiniest of writing. So gutted. :(

Spent 14 hrs in A&E because places were numb that should not be numb while having back pain.

One MRI later and it turns out I have a bulging disc in my spine. Yay!

Feeling overwhelmed all the time at the moment and I'm not too sure how to re-set.

My usual go-to is to make a written to-do list but I can't seem to get my brain together enough to even conceptualise that right now.

My little ecosystem and surroundings haslve had so many negative things happening in it and it's so difficult to find some good in all of it. I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed by a doom black hole. But I get to see friends soon and have Wild North to look forward to

Feeling cute today with my little space buns and headband. x

Last night one of the dogs I'm dog sitting accidentally turned the telly on while I was asleep. Qué me waking up at 2am thinking there was an intruder in the house and re-living the time my house got burgled. Not ideal. I had to check all the windows, doors and in room corners and I felt sick.

I love hearing my girlfriend noodling about on her vibraphone. It sounds so cool.❤️

Next time you're up here let's do a wee mish!

And she's done! So excited to shove my face into this bad boy!

Saw lots of animals at Northumberland zoo today. I got to pet a sheep which is one of my favourite animals ever. No photos of sheep, was too busy petting them and calling them a good sheep.

Apples from work. Gonna make crumble this weekend! xxx

Brain is off on one of its hyperfocoused tangents again. Do I need a Blythe doll? I've been non-stop researching them. But all my ball jointed dolls are in storage. 🙃

Stabbed a thing and gave it eye dents. Now what?should I go for bunny vibes? hedgehog? guinea pig? Will it stay like this forever? Who knows.

I feel like I haven't drawn anything for such a long time but it was only art fight a little while ago. In my knitting zone at the moment and feel like I don't want to do anything but that scrolling with it.

It's such a cool idea and design V, gonna look banging when you're done. You got this!

Hope things are ok xxx sending you lots of love x

So happy with how my triangle scarf is coming along. How pretty are these colours????

On the plus side the baba is giving me peachy pawbs so today is an excellent day!

Pilates was so good but my back is kinda twingy today. I feel so much better now than I did last year so that's really good progress but it's kinda a catch22 where I'm tensing because it hurts which is exacerbating things.

Brain is being silly saying I may as well stop doing things I enjoy and that I'm a waste of space.

Nah mate. I'm here on this earth to cause chaos and put good intentions into the world where I can. Stop it.

Finally applied for an ADHD assessment. So proud of myself.