working from home

got surgery on the 7th and thankfully blue has no thoughts behind her eyes whatsoever 😭 were getting thru it even if it's expensive as fuck

this is the second one unfortunately but here's hoping it's the last one and it's not going internally and causing issues (she's not showing symptoms of anything like that tho)

it's not my first rodeo thankfully but we got her surgery set up and hopefully we'll be good to go but man what a fat fucking bummer

it's cancer

on today's episode of does my dog have another cancerous tumor is it a fatty tumor- 🫠😭

I'm using a wireless air brush machine and some calligraphy ink I get from Michael's. it does stay yes but I don't think I did the layering correctly so I'm a bit over it LMAO

one step closer 🫠

I lurk!! I repost something!! I complain!! and I leave 🤣 that's how to works right?

big things are happening 👀

I feel like I went off grid then came back to society six months later only to see I should've stayed away 🫠

I miss when fandom had joy and whimsy and not whatever the fuck I've been seeing lately 😔

someone who doesn't follow me or isn't a mutual apparently 🫠 I already took the steps I can to remove myself from the poster but what a way to wake up at 3am 😭

I'm already half way out the door of sharing things on socmed these days with how fandom spaces are turning out don't ruin shit for me anymore seriously 🫠

if people are gonna quote my ficbinds, don't make fun of them or say shit that can come across wrong. you're just making a fool of yourself and you look fucking stupid doing it.

CHRIS’ POV: I DREAM ABOUT MY LOVER'S DEATH EVERYDAY. BY DROWNING IN OUR BATHTUB. BY FALLING DOWN FROM OUR APARTMENT.

BY HANGING HIMSELF. BY CONSUMING POISON. I WOULD THINK, "HE FINALLY DID IT." AND I WOULD READ THE LETTER BESIDE HIS COLD BODY.

CHRIS POV: “ Dear Chris.” Leon said in the letter. I WOULD NEVER FINISH READING IT. I KNOW LEON BLAMED HIMSELF FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED. “ I’m home.” Chris said. “RIGHT ON TIME! HERE, HAVE A TASTE.” Leon replied, feeding Chris. I KNOW HE HATES HIMSELF DESPITE INSISTING HE HAS 'HEALED'. “CANT SLEEP? WHAT ARE YOU WATCHING?” Chris hugs Leon from behind. I KNOW HIS GHOSTS WOULD ALWAYS HAUNT HIM EVEN AFTER HIM RETIRING. I KNOW. I KNOW. AND YET. I'VE ALWAYS FEARED. IF ONE DAY, I WAKE UP. AND HE'S NOT BESIDE ME-

AND HE'S— HE'S— LIKE NOW

because to love is to fear, and to be healed 1/3
tw: suicide
#chreon

旧图新发嘿😄
#chreon

Illustration of Leon Kennedy from Resident Evil 4, walking down a hallway full of zombies, looking at the camera. Teal and Red tones.

Give my regards to your god // #ResidentEvil #RE4 #leonkennedy

MY POOKIE HAS DONE IT AGAIN 😩💕

Pinup commission for @winteraspen.bsky.social
#dispatch

SO FUCKIN COOL!! paperbacks are weirdly easy to make I thought I'd have WAY more trouble but turns out I just needed quality materials 🤌

I miss you guys tho!! hope everyone's doing okay 💕

sorry I haven't been around much I've been filling my days with gym and volunteer work and work in general that I feel like socmed isn't so important 🫠

if moots want my discord tho hit me up

HUGE thanks to my new friends in arczi's server (yall know who you are 👀)

as always you can read Need Some Help? on AO3 for free

archiveofourown.org/works/742355...

didn't want to do anything crazy with the typeset and really wanted to emphasize on the cover and trying to replicate the penguin classic look and I think I did a great job doing it

#dispatch #flambert #mechabae
tried my hand at paperbacks again and it came out WAY better than the last time I did this

I'm doing hot girl shit (gender neutral)

Ahem... honestly, this might be the best thing I’ve drawn in ages 🫠 #Flambae #dispatch #flambert