It's so fucking nice outside, and I'm stuck indoors working a desk job.

I'm dragging so fucking hard.

I believe in you!

I'm not worthy of my old body.

The whole world is built around carnivorous animals suppressing their desire for meat and getting by on eggs and dairy, stuff that prey animals give willingly in their world. So kind of?

*laggy not baggy

Personally I like the Manga better. The anime has that kind of baggy 3D animation style that's used in Spiderverse, so it can get visually frustrating to watch. The Manga illustrations are just cuter and more expressive anyway.

Asking if you like Beastars is the most 2020 thing omg. I was OBSESSED with that show during the lock down.

Apart from that, why is it that creepy people don't stop messaging us when we don't respond. The fact that they don't take the hint is terrifying.

What I want: Taco Baco

What I do: Eat a shit ton of gummy worms, two scoops of PB, and put some chicken tenders in the air fryer before I start to realize my error.

Why am I like this? I'm a ravenous pig.

I've actually never had bathroom issues afterwards. 💀

That sounds like my sister lol when we would get Church's chicken as a family she would only eat the chicken tenders, so she got her own on the side and the rest of us ate the mixed pieces. I sometimes get the "ick" from meat overall, but I'll still eat it most of the time.

Mood. I never know what to say. And I can't share anything remotely similar to what I do here because I might be caught.

Is there such a thing as a reasonable amount of taco baco? 🔔🤡

I partake extremely inconsistently. Usually only on Friday afternoon when I get off work, but not every Friday. I'll get different highs from the same chocolate bar that I've been nursing along for months.

How am I coping with my Monday? Not great. I want to go to the gas station and buy a shit ton of candy and binge until I'm sick.

I don't even want to know how much work I have waiting for me today. I have been waiting for system access for one of our tools for a month, and I finally got it but they said to allow 48hrs for it to finish setting up, so I put a lot of stuff off until today bc I should have access now. "SHOULD".

Gods, last night was the most giddy high in a long time. Every time I've gotten high lately I've regretted it because I get annoyed by not being able to do anything productive because my balance is off. Last night I just had fun!

Hahaha no just happy

Beep beep

No you're good. Control is a part but unfortunately it's the LACK of control, not the opposite. BED be like that. But your reply is much appreciated.

We had family dinner tonight and Mom made fajitas. I ate a small portion of chicken nachos that I put together with the chicken as an alternative. Didn't go back for seconds. Didn't eat more than 408kcal for the plate. I'm so proud.

God I'm so fucking toasted.

What if I try intermittent fasting again this week

I got high but idk what for. I still need to feed the snake. I'm probably gonna get bit because I'll mishandle the tongs or some shit.

I burped and a bit of puke came up and I choked on it and wound up spitting it out of my nose. Puking out your nose is a hellish experience. Do not recommend.

I'm still so fatigued from yesterday, I could cry.

Turns out spending an entire week binge eating will make you feel like shit.

I want to want to have sex, but I'm just so tired.

Honestly same. The only thing holding me back is the knowledge that I binged all week and have spent most of the week with a horrible tummy ache as a result.