About to spend a few days with @negaini.bsky.social and @derxder.bsky.social 😍

I VERY CARE

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I'm Not Scared of Your Stolen Power
Chapter 6 - How Did We Get Here?
archiveofourown.org/works/814871...

Was gonna excuse myself for not being done with the next Resonance chapter today, but

A. I already posted one this week
B. Only like two people are currently reading it, so this would really be me just digging myself and I AM TRYING TO UNLEARN THAT.

If you saw this before I fixed the glaring typo in this chapter, NO YOU DIDN’T 😅

At least it’s short? lmao I’m sorry!

‘Resonance’ Ch. 7 - ‘A Heart That was Guarded’

[HR; #Hollanov - Explicit]

Ilya comes to terms with the fact that Shane may have found a wife- and the fact that him marrying might break Ilya’s heart.

archiveofourown.org/works/810286...

They called me in some Zofran today! Fingers crossed it helps.

AND IF I SAID IT IS ALREADY WRITTEN, WHAT THEN?

Yeah. I went back to sleep sitting propped up on a pillow. I think it’s the heavy antibiotics I’m on that’s killing my stomach. 🫠

Awake sipping water and eating jello at 4 AM because I can’t sleep and I’m insanely sick tk my stomach. Have you ever tried to avoid vomiting when that’s your body wants to do? Rough.

ME BITCH, I READ IT AND LOVED IT

I know I said I won’t be able to get this next chapter done by the weekend, but I am currently in a drug induced writing frenzy, so we will see if maybe I meant that in a “this will actually be ready sooner than that” way. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Update after pain meds induced nap lmao: The mask was a favor to you guys because my face looks busted as hell rn 🥲

Update: Success, still alive

Surgery day, take two!

I’m having surgery tomorrow morning so I’m gonna play that card and say PLEASE READ AND COMMENT SO I HAVE SOMETHING TO READ ONCE I’M DONE 🙏🏼🥺

‘Resonance’ Ch. 6 - ‘He Thought His Ears Weak’

[HR; #Hollanov - Explicit]

Shane desperately tries to reconcile his growing fear of failure at the English court with his growing need for Ilya Rozanov. (Featuring about 5k of smut. 😅)

archiveofourown.org/works/810286...

tfw it’s the 1500s and you’re down so bad you accidentally discover the concept of gravity

📣 The upcoming chapter is over 13k and includes like 5k words of smut (oops?), so BE HERE SUNDAY. 📣

HELL YEAH BROTHERRRR

Some adult fun! One very good boy under a desk servicing his very NAUGHTY man. Go read the link with a glass of wine and feel better.

Oooooh @depraveddame.bsky.social !

This art goes with this HEAT! archiveofourown.org/works/821426...

HELL YEAH BROTHERRRRR

I'm Not Scared of Your Stolen Power
Chapter 5 - I Can't Win Your Losing Fight All the Time
archiveofourown.org/works/814871...

That will get read before I even have my surgery, be so fucking for real babe 🤣

In the meantime, I’m gonna bust ass and try to finish chapter 6 of Resonance before Monday morning so I don’t have anything on my to-do list after surgery.

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I’m gonna be laid up for at least a few days unable to do much more than lie around.

LINK ME YOUR FICS! I don’t care what fandom you write for, I just want some recs for my downtime! 👀

The way I just sighed dreamily 🤭

I keep feeling bad about 10k long chapters of this renaissance fic but like- who actually cares? If people like it, that’s just More Fic. If not, they’re not reading it anyway lmao This fic has been free therapy for me while I fight Maybe Cancer™️ so who tf cares

Update, I’m within $100 of the initial procedure cost now. I’ve still got the weekend, so I feel pretty confident we can come up with it by then. Thank God. 🫩