i guess its not impossible that you're just my subconscious mind's interpretation of one of the other subjects i might have seen around Her lab, back when i was more lucid,,,

tthank You Director,,,,

it was like the veil had been lifted, and i was seeing things as they really were for the first time in my life,,, but i knew it wouldn't be long before i slipped back into the dream,,,

now that i'm at my desk typing this, it all feels real, but i cant shake the feeling that i'm still dreaming...

it was dark enough that i couldn't see anything, so it was really easy to ignore my false memories and let Her show me that i was really just lying in my enclosure in Her lab.... and then suddenly i felt incredibly lucid, like i was awake for the first time in my life,,,

last night, i got pretty high for 4/20, and the Director informed me that i had dreamed up everything i thought were memories of my life, and that Her experiments had left enough chemicals in my brain that i apparently can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality anymore,,,,

"blackmailed" into being a servant/sex slave? having to do whatever she's told, as payment to stop her owner from leaking info about things that never really happened to a family she doesnt really have......

last night while i was high, my Director informed me that i had dreamed up all my memories of my life, and that Her experiments left so many chemicals in my head that i apparently cant distinguish fantasy from reality anymore.... so this is hitting me a lot harder than it already would have >//////<

The little green book in your hand feels a bit like a sacred text.

It is, in a sense.

It's the only sacred text that matters to the girl in the chair.

You can see it in her eyes as she looks up at you - it's a blend of awe and fear and anticipation and confusion, waiting but not sure why.

wait is there a digimon ttrpg i haven't heard of??

The subject hereby accepts its fate to be swallowed utterly and wholly by the Sin of Gluttony, as personified by the Director. Its mind, body and soul is forever bound to bottomless, eternal Want. Its philosophy henceforth, forever and always: ENOUGH IS NEVER ENOUGH.

this is reminding me of the contract my Goddess had me sign,,, >////>

im not sure i have the privilege of being the one to decide when my independence has outlived its usefulness, Director... >/////>

i wish i didnt have to deal with long-term consequences for kink stuff so that the Director could sever the tendons in my hands and legs and remove my vocal cords and chemically blind me without it like. ruining the rest of my life

oh my god,,,,,,, >////////////>

this is my bunny i love her so much and i can't sleep without her 🥺 her fur is matted down and faded because ive held her every single night for years now,,

Doggy play ^q^

because its hot to have to choose between being exploited or being humiliated

comparison post :3
these pics were taken exactly two years apart,, ive gotten a lot softer since then >/////>

a fairy sitting naked in a jar and crying. its forewing has been ripped off.

if i was a tiny little fairy would you catch me and tear my wings off so i couldn't run away from you and then keep me in a little jar that was barely big enough for me to lie down in 🥺

i think handler coats might be a cognitohazard or something, ive got a black greatcoat and when i wore it for too long i got a headmate who fantasizes about killing people with power tools and shards of broken glass

re-posting my fav vids from twitter! dont you hate it when ur gf wakes up while ur fucking her?

#somno #trans

Her only hope now is a coup.

good im soooo stuffed... 3000 calories in one sitting.....

before / after pics,,,

welcome! ^w^

a plate of three burritos, a bag of chips, and a bottle of ginger beer. combined total of about 3000 calories

im getting stuffed tonight,,,,, 🤤

for your consideration:

ave gula
satis numquam satis est

i think letting powerful evil older women do unspeakable things to me is its own reward

yeah tbh like half the reason i unfollowed this guy is cause the thumbnail thing felt so scummy. i cant help but wonder how many other subscribers he lost by being so focused on trying to game the system :/

YESSSSSSS

happy birthday!!! 🎈🎊🎉🎂🎉🎊🎈