saying goodbye to my little stanley tomorrow. he was the sweetest, cutest and friendliest little boy and brought us so much happiness and so many cuddles. absolutely devastated.

a copy of wuthering heights by emily bronte with a metallic cover

a copy of wuthering heights with a purple cover and green spine.

reappearing only to post the two new wuthering heights copies i bought today

traded in the snow for the beach 🤭

A driveway and car piled high with snow.

feels like a good time to reappear on here again ❄️❄️❄️

i have dnf'd three books already this year. still sitting at zero...

pushing this back a few days for editing purposes :)

thanks for following along with my reading this year <3

i'll start up a 2026 reading thread shortly.

i could have just as easily put heated rivalry or the long game here but role model needs LOVE! i love shane and ilya but troy and harris have such a special place in my heart. in my notes i described it as: "This book was so soft and sweet and cute!!!"

i read this entire series with the intention of reading book 4 specifically, and what do you know-- book 5 was my favourite! it's another age gap (i'm predictable) but there's a real story here and a very sweet imaginary man who i wish was real.

i loved this book so much. it just had so many things that i enjoy reading about. it features a sugar relationship, age gap and some light kink. apparently in my notes i wrote: "This is a five star read!"

this was definitely the most 'classic' book i read and it was a nice little change. ignore the reviews, just set aside some time and immerse yourself in the book. it's so moving and emotional.

finished 2025 having read 107 books, 100 of which i read by the end of september before losing the will to do anything requiring brain power.

i’ll post some favourites below. as always, you’re more than welcome to friend me on goodreads:
www.goodreads.com/user/show/17...

happy new year everyone 🥳🥳

wishing you all a happy and healthy year ahead!!!

chapter 2 on sunday, january 4 :)

let it snow ❄️
chapter 1 - december 23
a sequel to the weather outside is frightful

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/766740...

there will be four chapters total with chapter 2 coming on sunday, january 4.

fully aware that i’m overly emotional today but i think im going to just turn comments off on bmb. comments like this make me feel so guilty that i can’t give everyone what they want.

today is one year since skully passed away. it has gone so fast but also so slow. there’s not a day that goes by where i don’t think about her and miss her 💗

sorry if it’s frustrating for you.

it’s unbearable for me.

one day, bmb will come back. my promise has always been that it will be finished. i have no answer as to when. it is almost mentally painful to even consider working on this story at this point in my life. in fact!! i’ve pretty much stopped writing, one of my favourite things, almost entirely.

thanks anon for reminding me to be more grateful than i already am for those who read bmb. i really appreciate your empathy and understanding during one of the hardest times of my life. comments and asks that say “im still waiting!” and “it’s been a year…” are very encouraging and not tiresome /s

i feel like i've been extremely open and clear about the fact that bmb isn't being updated any time soon, but that it WILL be. so please stop asking me about it.

me? predictable? yeah.

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75202461

life and shit

prompt 5: finger sucking

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/720335...

thank you!!! i'll definitely need it 💗

i wish!!!

thank you!!! i asked for a wine colour that was more red than purple :)

i have actually not disappeared i just work for a charity and the fall is our busiest time for fundraising. it looks like i'm going to be working the next 12 days straight😭 (including a campaign launch, santa claus parade and weekend event) and i'm just counting the days until it's just about over

thank you!!!i don't usually do a colour this dark but i thought it might be a nice change 😊

a fresh set after five weeks!!!!!!