playing roblox and someone said the craziest racist shit so casually in vc and yet i get 5 min bans for breathing wrong

i feel anxious, almost guilty, somehow bc even when something 'good' happens i just wanna keep the status quo and not like... a kinda big change in my life

back on my red dead kick

so tired of other peoples anger, when is it my turn to be angry

she had a baby less than a day ago bro i

i try to be nice and kind and it doesnt work, im sad she gets mad at me, im mean back she screams at me wtf am i meant to do ever

so tired idk

weird that its 2025 now idk >_>

no im so annoyed god i hate people

shes still sick im still tired

i cant stand sick ppl idk. like im sick a lot too and yes i complain but holy hell other ppl r insufferable to me and ive had to deal with like 4 different grumpy ill people in the past week im TIRED of it

if ur an asshole when ur sick literally how is that supposed to make me want to help you

:(

idk what to do

he pitied me

im so at my limit today w this woman </3

where can one do this im curious

parents will just believe the craziest things when proof otherwise is RIGHT in front of them, its insane </3

infinity nikki update but i wanted to play...

i'm afraid to know what my mom would think the cause of anything ELSE is at this point

my mom genuinely believes 'more people have autism because of electronic waves from cellphones, wifi, etc because wireless tech puts stuff out into the environment' and im just sitting here like What r u telling my grandma on the phone rn 😭

only the lost ark though, unless i like it a lot

watching indiana jones at some point just so i can play the game

infinity nikki fan 1000 will be my new name

how am i ever going to make the miracle outfit , the grind will be real

and mom called the police & theyre definitely gonna know it was her </3 i feel unsafe

my neighbors are fighting and bro its like 10pm can we not

infinity nikki kinda do be fun tho

i can just feel that today is gonna be super annoying for me

little twin stars! its still there last time i checked so im 🙏 hoping it stays for just a bit longer