I used to shoplift for the love of the game like it was NOTHING. Now I put the chocolate croissants down as normal croissants at the self checkout cause they’re 5p cheaper and walk out feeling like a criminal. I’ve lost my edge

Got queerbaited and I’ve cried in all my mocks so far but mitskis releasing another album and the Winter Olympics are happening so WE UP

Getting to the point in my life where I have to decide if I want to go through with what I want with the risk of failing and losing everything or take the safer route with less risks that I’ll eventually end up regretting and its !!!SCARING!!! me

Im done thinking. In fact I never want to think again

Still thinking

Thinking

Problem is how do I make sure they know they can tell me do I just act like a suspicious parent or something

Ran into her (him???) again a couple weeks ago in town even though she (he?????) lives in a different town and yeahhhhh that hairs cut SHORT those shirts are BAGGY them shorts are TRANSGENDER

Watching my nieces and they keep calling each other big backs there’s no hope for women

Executive dysfunction is kicking my ass

Major depressive episode nan in hospital nan dies being led on for 7 months what’s next this is like the worst combination of things to happen to a regular girl my age

This week has been so bad and it’s only monday man gimme a break

Why is calling places asking for a job so scary💔

#feelingthis tonight there’s actually no fucking way I’m laughing so much there’s actually no way she never liked me oh my godddd man

Why are girls allowed to lead you on

Turns out you don’t need parental permission to get a naval/bellybutton piercing at 16 in the uk I am SO wasting my money on that next year I didn’t even want one before I knew that

One time I got angry at my phone and threw my school book across the kitchen and another time I was frustrated over not being able to find my lanyard but calmly talked myself through it and both times my anger felt unresolved

The worst part about anger management is that not giving into your impulse to kick something to get rid of the anger feels as bad as breathing through it it’s just a matter of which is less damaging to yourself/your environment

I need to do manual labour so fucking bad man

This one goes out to all the peasant wives 200 years ago tryna make do with their Sunday roast leftovers shepherds pie is my SHIT man FUCK

Does the chronic pain get worse with age cause I’m already struggling with it daily and rn it’s MILD at best, like, white people boiled chicken breast mild. I don’t know why I’m asking I know the answer don’t say it don’t break my heart like that

Following my transformation into a semi-mean girl I’ve gained so many new perspectives for example everything sucks way less when you’re not surrounded by other teenagers that also suck at self regulation and communication like I’m starting to think semi-popularity was the move from the start

I’ve been wearing too many tight clothes lately I’m getting claustrophobic

In my brothers car… oh my god he only listens to horrible club remixes of great 2000s songs

Not looking forward to telling my mum this

I think it would be great if the world could blow up right about now (I missed my ortho appointment that I’ve already rescheduled 3 times now and my orthodontist is a spiritually israeli lady who constantly acts like you’re wasting her time)

I was lowkey lonely as shit two years ago but I have a social life now now I’m kinda not worried about that now

I can’t breathe or think oh I hate colds so much this is miserable

Yeah babe quote my favourite lesbian ship again haha I swear I won’t tear your skin off next time I sleep over

Me when she said we should get wedding rings and backtracked saying we should get friendship necklaces