,,,, except in one strange universe where all the cards fell into place to give 🦇 a much happier life as Alden's adopted son,,,, meaning 🥝's parents wouldn't needlessly die so soon,,,, and she got to grow up with him???

(Is this a one-shot idea I've relegated to sit in my drafts? Yes sjkaldjla)

Thinking about how 🥝's future vision, once it has time to develop throughout the story, could become strong enough to see different timelines

She's quick to notice a pattern in universes where she meets 🦇, how they'll both end up enemies in nearly every single one. Eternal adversaries that they are

*points and laughs* HA! OLD! >:DD

Jk jk ajsdljalk BIRTHDAY LEN!!! :DD

Just got back from a mini vacation with my maternal relatives. Got bombarded by the puppies they brought along for the trip jaslkdjaa

It was fun, but now I smell like wet dog

Didn't think I'd be crying over a Minecraft ARG again but here I am AKJDASLJD

Great use of free will, love that for you Len

It's not even April yet why tf are they clowning already,,,,,

Jokes on you, they're into that shit alsklsks

—waited until my grandma died to start filling both the normal house and rooftop house up with her and her family's junk (lola was her only obstacle from doing that earlier. I never liked her when I was a kid, and this only justifies it)

4. My pets immediately liked my uncle for some reason lmao

Update on the move:

1. Got here before February ended. It's 3 hours away from my old apartment and in a major city, so that was,,,, tiring

2. The property is actually my grandma's! She died back in 2018 and she built a little rooftop house for my mom

3. Unfortunately my aunt is a hoarder who—

Moving agaaaain (for the last time hopefully alsklsks I'm sick and tired of renting, and my mom deserves a nice space to garden)

The lennest of lens

Why does 'I Bet On Losing Dogs' always play when I'm at my lowest,,,,, fucking hell

Loss and grief took a long time to process in her godly mind as something normal for the human experience. But abandonment? It was a visceral, primal expectation that's been brewing within her for gods know how long now, and it follows her like a shadow more than ever

imagine your family/loved ones leaving you behind for being a burden? Yeah, those kinds alskslsks

Although her siblings never did stop loving her to their dying breath, that fear has cemented itself in her mind throughout her adult life, and it was justified even more during the whole Malgor mess

I have. . . Been abandoned in a major way today that will affect the rest of my life. Instead of going about normally, I will instead project this unto 🥝 alsalksla fuck.

🥝 has always had unresolved abandonment issues ever since she was a child. You know those nagging intrusive thoughts where you—

We don't always treat ourselves to make new dishes, but since it's Christmas,,,,

Gimbap alskladk

Holy fuck it's so strong ajsdklja

Yeah this one is a certifiable farming class, but soloing bosses with it feels so fun too because the dps is so fucking good with the constant spam of guaranteed crits

Although I'm still a Dragon of Time girlie, I'll probably be maining this for harder bosses lmao

Legion Revenant GOT (???)

I'll be honest, I used my 15 years of playtime GIoDA reward to get this lmao I tried to farm it normally but my time and energy made it nearly impossible to do that within a reasonable time frame

I'M FINE WITH IT THO since I'm not really the type to go for cosmetics lol

from my old group chats (thank god the 3 main characters' names and descriptions were easy to memorize)

I still vividly recall the designs and ideas for the story's pantheon that I never had the confidence to draw, so maybe I'll take a trip down memory lane to do some proper eldritch designs lol

It's times like these where I regret not archiving my old works and drafts well enough skaljdlka I don't know where I put my notes for this fantasy story I made when I was in elementary. IT HAD A WHOLE LANGUAGE SYSTEM AND EVERYTHING!!!

Of the 8 (?) deities I made, I only managed to salvage 2 names—

Yippeeee, finally finished an animation commission

Now I can play Silksong guilt free jaksldjkasd

Meanwhile, the twins are just mentally losing it over seeing their baby sister alive and well somehow and resisting the urge to scoop her back up in their arms and tell her EVERYTHING that's been going on all these years

Because 1.) she doesn't seem to recognize them, and 2.) HOW DO THEY EVEN START

Fun fact, 🥝 doesn't know what her siblings look like since she only knows their voices, and I'd imagine their voices changed quite a bit since Book 1

It would be kinda fun to play around with 🥝 thinking that she's just here to assist these random heroes with fixing their mana crisis (again)

I'd imagine this is during the events of Book 3 or after that? Most likely after that since that makes more sense with 🥝's current age (though tbh idk how long Book 3 really took, I just know there's a canonical 5 year gap between it and Book 2)

BACK TO THE TOPIC OF THE IDEA

So now we have two established timelines that can feasibly exist at the same time, and with 🥝 getting more comfortable with her EdoT powers, it got me thinking about a scenario where she somehow finds her way into the DF timeline and finds her siblings sakdjajjf

If 🥝 burned down with her house in the DF timeline, thus freeing the EDoT from its mortal shackles and gaining the power to mess with the timelines, then that can definitely happen considering the EDoT is just CHILLING RIGHT THERE at the edge of time in the DF timeline

(Is this a stretch? Probably)

,,,,, and it got me thinking about how maybe in the DF timeline, the twins DIDN'T survive the whole 'going into space to battle a darkness dragon big enough to eat their goddamn sun', because who the fuck survives that?

Maybe,,,, they got PULLED from the AQW timeline to replace their DF selves?

So we got two timelines; one where 🥝 took that choice and the twins managed to survive Book 1 finale, and one where 🥝 lived on to become the Hero of Lore

But then there's the whole plothole with the Underworld existing, so why couldn't 🥝 find their souls in Death's domain and reunite with them?

Simple: timeline shenanigans + godly intervention.

In the DF timeline, 🥝 was given a choice by the EDoT (who I still consider to be a completely separate entity inhabiting her body) to sacrifice her life for her siblings when the sun got eaten

Whereas in the AQW timeline, she didn't have a choice