I believe backrooms Iโve experienced most of my life are actually fragments of real places IRL; never having really left OR places Iโm about to go. Last night felt like both. Iโm not understanding why Virginia keeps showing up. I always hoped she was free by now, what does she want w/me?
Existential vacuum.
This is the first website built entirely on the purity of the user's soul. I'm having no trouble accessing it. If you are then you must look within
Happy Easter!!! ๐ฐ๐ฅ
#TheCure photographed by Paul Cox, 1995.
Head full of ghosts tonight
K-๐ณ๏ธ Chronicles: P Floyd Darkside of the Moon on vinyl with a loose acquaintance to wind down a 3 day bender is probably the best comedown experience Iโve had in a while
Iโm really sick of being in dreams where Iโm in other peoples sprawling mansions full of abundance and even tho Iโm welcome and enjoying myself, itโs never my own. Not even in my dreams. I canโt even dream an alternate reality that any of it is mine. Always a bridesmaid, even in the astral plane.
Of course the secret mall apt was in Providence, and while it was being built I was down below completely unaware it was happening. And yet perhaps Iโm still there, and that is where the true back rooms are after all
If push came to shove, I think I could get down with a Lavender Marriage
I scream into the void and the void screams back: girl, same ๐ณ๏ธ
Ever have one of those anxiety tooth loss dreams so vivid you wake up convinced youโre a jack-o-lantern and that is just who you are now? Imagine my surprise/relief at how all my teeth showed up in my face this morning.
As a follow-up- ever have a tooth loss anxiety dream that actually resulted in tooth loss? Cause I totally chipped/cracked a back molar probably from this and didnโt even realize it till my bi-annual checkup recently. My anxiety dream was in fact- quite real after all ๐ฉ
But do the aliens believe in me?
Iโm glad I didnโt get rid of my sled. I am going to hurt later, but thatโs a tomorrow problem ๐ท
I think I almost made it to mall world last night ๐๐ป
When hope is so often punished, it feels destabilizing to have any. Almost reckless even.
โOnce your hope is crushed, you are truly freeโ and other wisdom overheard at work.
If anyone has any special techniques on reaching Mallworld or the backrooms, please share. I keep winding up in other peoples houses, or my own old house inturrupting and confusing the current occupants unintentionally. #mallworld, #backrooms, #liminal, #astralplane
So my new hobby rn is realizing how much astral projecting Iโve been doing most of my life and trying to harness it into a more deliberate manner, ya know. Just for funsies.
Oh? Just despair; yeah I already have plenty of that, thanks anyway.
Iโm fresh out of whimsy, does anyone have any left to spare?
Seeing a rapid increase in fare evasion - nice work everyone! This is what happens when you can no longer afford to even show up at work ๐๐ป
During an anxiety attack I discovered I had free will and a waffle maker so I made mashed potato waffles and somehow that brought me back to earth. Potatoes are love.
Eyes Wide Shut is a Xmas movie- fight me.
Iโd really like the death to stop, thx.
Secret of NIMH is absolutely someoneโs origin story for their shibari kink ๐ชข๐ฆโโฌ
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Iโm so stressed out I finally like watching Murder She Wrote. Angela Lansbury and Daddy Stack shouldโve co-starred in something
You know shit is bad in the office and you hear someone having a little quiet crashout in the bathroom and itโs NOT you (for once). #marketweek
