bun is bad bun bun is selfish bun bunnisbadbunbunisbadbunbunisbadbun

bunruinseverythingbunru9nseverythongbunruinseverything

ishouldjustfuckingstipsonoonehastodealwithmyshitandsoidontburseneveryoneandstopbotheringeveryoneansruiningtheirlives

meanttobeforgottenmeanttobediscardedmeanttobetossedawaymeanttobealonemeanttobehurtworthlessandgoodatorfornothing

bunneedtlbreakoutofhermindtoburryherselftoburyheremotionstojuststop

bunneedlovingsandsnuggingsandhuggiesandholdsbutbunnotdeservethems

bunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbadbunisbad

meanttobeforgottenmeanttobediscardedmeanttobetossedawaymeanttobealonemeanttobehurtworthlessandgoodatorfornothing

lifeisaspiralthatgoesdownanddownamddowmforeever

ishouldjustfuckingstipsonoonehastodealwithmyshitandsoidontburseneveryoneandstopbotheringeveryoneansruiningtheirlives

why is it that only i can see how much of a terrible person and how much of a non-entity I am

bunreallyunwell

time for more existential crisis where I question who the fuck i even am and what my personality is if I even have one (hint i dont)... yippee

i am useless and terrible and bad and an awful partner who should just fuxk off and stop making things worse

bun is a fucking problem

bun bad bun terrible bun awful bun ruins bun meant to be forgotten bun meant to be hurt bun deserve nothing good bun only hurts

wish I could just have more than a few days of happiness at a time

the me that actually has a fucking personality

because as it is right now, i dont have one, i dont know who i am, ive not done anything in life, i just break down and burden people and push them away

(3/3)

the me thats worth love and effort
the me that isnt a fucking burden
the me that doesnt break down at the smallest things
the me that people actually like and respect
the me that is cute and hot and can actually put in the work for what she wants to get better at or change
(2/3)

i wish i knew who i was
i wish i could just snap my fingers and be the me i wish i was
the me thats cool, pretty, can actually hold a fucking conversation
the me thats done stuff in life, that actually has a story worth telling
the me that people reach out to and that can help people (1/3)

thankthankthankthankthank

bunbrain disagree withyous but bun thank you for saying its, does appreciate it so heck much and needed to hear it said to try and fight back against the brain 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

bun just need to be given and shown love and snuggy amd affection and that she is worthy of good things

bunnodeservegoodthingsbunnodeservekindnessbunnodeservelovebunonlydeservehurtandalone

bunbunbunwishbuncouldshutherbrainupforonceandtellittoheckoff

nottakingmedstodaynoteatingtodaynothasenergytonotdeserveto

cantstopcryingcantstopshakingshouldjustfuckingenditimsorryimsooryimsorryimsorry

imsorryforhurtingeveryoneimsorryforworryjngeveryoneimsorryimsorryimsooryimsorryimsorry

bunshouldjustfuckingthrowherselffromabridge

i only deserve to be alone and to suffer and nothing good

all I do is hurt people and ruin things and make things worse and I should just fucking go away so I stop hurting people and I should just be alone for ever

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