My Son

Been crying most of the day actually because I’m so tired of being poor. When I was younger I dreamed of making the amount I make now, but thanks to corporate greed and capitalism and a dementia patient in the White House, I’m STILL POOR. I’m tired. I’m sick of it. I want a hug from my girlfriend.

Having a good cry because my boss fought HR to get me a raise and the best they were willing to do was .26 more an hour. A slap in the face with groceries what they are.

I’m the only single income head of household worker on the team and I can barely make ends meet.

…And if I told you this was the smartest cat I’ve ever known irl?

Kidney bean sprout

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I, an elder goth, complimented a young woman’s punk kilt and she said “thank you! It’s like $50 on eBay, just google Tripp Kilt! That’s T-R-I-P-P…”

And I’m sitting there like

I noticed my acne was consistently caused by little, barely-there synthetic fibers embedded in my skin. Put two and two together and switched from microfiber to 100% cotton bedding.

All I’m saying is, my acne is now completely gone. 🤷🏻‍♀️

When people ask me where I got the name Callista for my daughter, but if I say “she introduced herself in a dream I had when I was in 7th grade” I’ll sound nuts, so I just say “I based her name off Jupiter’s moon Callisto” 🥴

Physical therapy is great in that it’s strengthening my hyperextended knees and I’m fully committed to it.

What nobody prepared me for is how I feel like I have the flu for 24hrs afterwards. Every. Single. Time.

I love when movies are inspired by my favorite artist because I just KNOW. I gasped at the Las Vegas scene in Blade Runner 2049 because I could smell the Beksinski

After years of hearing about Jared Leto against my will, I finally accidentally watched something he acted in, and my sistren…. Not a single part of me thinks he was even acting as anything other than his natural born self 😰 (it was blade runner 2049)

I bought a USB compatible DDR pad because I need to do more cardio and DDR is as fun as it gets. Downloaded a pack of every DDR song ever made (for step mania) and got it all set up…

Literally the most fun you could ever have while exercising. Omg I missed this. My daughter even gave it a try 😂

The celestial goats of the abyss crave that mineral

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I might’ve… overdone my last workout. I have never known such agony. My inner thighs and ass meat are so sore I can barely walk or even bend my legs!

I’m not sure if I should be worried about this… or if I’m just becoming a card carrying member of weenie hut junior as I age…

Congress is completely useless at this point.

Coming to terms with just how badly I was neglected as a child and it hurts like pressing on a very deep bruise. Gotta process it so it doesn’t come back, but Jesus Christ… it sucks.

My sister and I experienced two very different sets of parents and hearing how very loved she was…stings.

If you’re only tipping $2 in THIS ECONOMY to have items from bougie ass sprouts delivered to you via instant cart from a *different city altogether*…. Go eat a dick.

I want to smell like beeswax candles, Catholic incense, and the sluttiest fruits you could imagine. Is there a #perfume for that?

If not, do any #perfumers wanna collab? 😂

Long story short educate your fucking sons or I’ll get their asses kicked out.

The couple helping us clean up asked if we’d made it happen. I said yes, and the woman laughed and pointed to her husband, and told me he had set a timer on his phone. If they hadn’t shut up by the time the timer was up he was going to get security himself.

After the movie was over, myself and the girl’s dad went down to the front row to pick up after the idiots because they had of course left a train wreck of trash and popcorn behind when they were forced to leave.

The fuckwit children are, ofc, playing big and bad. “Aw they caught us bros, he he he” stupid ass bullshit.

I’m not pulling an internet ‘my life is average’ when I say the whole theater clapped as they left.

I got fed up because I’d paid a good bit of money for the movie and I’m B R O K E. I want to enjoy it! So I found security and told them. Not 1 minute after I sat back down in my seat, security comes in and makes them all leave.

The fuckwits started CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR, talking through the first bit of the movie, laughing and shouting, etc etc etc. just obnoxious incel rich white Christian child shit, you know the drill.

Nobody was doing anything.

Went to rewatch PHM with my daughter, her friend, and her friends Dad.

A whole group of preteen boys with broccoli perms came in and sat in the front most row. We already know how this was going to go.

Oh I also got signed on for InstantCart so I can do a lil side hustle.

AND my doc put in referrals for me to get my shitty knees looked at by physio (to then get hyper extension braces hopefully) and also to see ophthalmology about my doubled vision ✌🏻

I love him, he’s a great doctor 🥹

I’d love to learn more, but I’ve had a string of Bad Violin Days where I just have to put the damn thing down because everything sounds like shit. Lmao

So far:
Northwest Passage
Swallowtail Jig
Morrisons Jig
Cod Liver Oil
White Christmas
Jingle Bell Rock

Working on:
God Rest Ye Marry Gentlemen (fucking Victorians, they loved their sharps and flats… 😠)

I haven’t updated on the violin progress bc the news cycle has been insane and distracting but I can play a whole handful of things very very well now, and I’m familiar enough with finger placement to where I can sound out new songs quickly…

Kristy Noem’s husband doesn’t WANT to be a woman. He views women as objects. He views womanhood as demeaning. He has a degradation kink. He might be envious of womanhood and what he perceives as “life on easy mode” but that right there is NOT a trans woman. Don’t get it twisted.

Trans women rock.