I am Burden.
Each day I work tirelessly,
Pretending my worthless existence means something.
I carry the world on my shoulders.
I’m so tired.
I can’t carry it all.
Posts by Lumen_Waltz
Sometimes your dead boi get resurrected and you have to update their art- He goes by "Hound".
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Oh, sweet memories~
Come rushing back to me~
There is a blizzard howling overhead.
Wherever you are,
I hope you’re having a nice night.. 💙
Will anyone see this?
I don’t know.
Probably not.
Just-
Wanted to whisper out into the void a little bit,
Clear my mind.
It’s been too full as of late.
So,
I’m just here…
Floating.
Now,
Realistically-
I don’t think that’s ever going to happen.
Especially these days…
I’m so caught in the inertia of real life, that there isn’t really any time for ‘Lumen’ anymore.
Hell-
There’s hardly even any time for ‘Evan’ anymore.
It’s kinda why I started this so long ago…
I thought I just wanted to put my stories out there.
But the truth is-
I really think I just wanted someone to go:
“Y’know, in a sea full of content creators- This weird little guy playing as an anglerfish-thing is MY favorite!”
I suppose,
There’s just a little selfish part of me in the back of my brain that wishes I was someone’s favorite.
Y’know?
Yet,
If you asked any of them who their best friend was,
I’m fairly certain that no one would say MY name…
Everyone is just a little bit closer to someone else-
Which is OKAY!
It’s not like there isn’t enough room in their lives and hearts for multiple friends!
It’s a little hard to explain,
Especially since I don’t even really feel bummed out about it.
It’s just a little weird to think about, I guess.
I have a lot of great friends,
Both in person, and online-
And I love them all a great deal.
I’ve
Been thinking a lot.
Maybe it’s just sleep deprivation,
Or maybe it’s just my seasonal depression flaring up-
Maybe this’ll sound weird,
Or maybe this won’t sound weird at all-
But…
I don’t think I’m anyone’s BEST friend.
I’m fairly certain the velocity of my sneeze just shot one of my lungs into orbit, on accident.
If anyone sees it floating around, or crash land, feel free to send it back my way. 🙏
hApPy BirThDaY tO Me~
HaPpY bIRtHdAy To mE~
BTW I'M DOING ART FIGHT THIS YEAR ITS MY FIRST YEAR *THROWS CARD AND RUNS*
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(I did not add myself to my characters as I still plan on revisiting my overall design & brand but please check out my OCs!)
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Sometimes,
I feel like I’m going to implode.
Then I think to myself—
“Just keep breathing.
Get your rest.
I don’t know where you’re going,
But you’ll make it.”
Tomorrow is another day. 💙✨
Sometimes,
When I’m alone,
I like to blast my music and dance in my room—
Pretending I’m on stage.
Performing for all the important people in my life,
I pretend that my show has made them proud.
Then the song ends,
and my theatre is empty.
Just me in my room.
Onto the next song~
Enjoy the show. ✨
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I am
Gonna sell my bones.
The person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger~
It’s alright.
I’ll be fine.
STUCK INSIDE.
My brain is really not doing great right now.
Not that anyone asked-
I just wanted to babble out into the void the tiniest bit.
I hope tomorrow is a little better.
✨I N E R T I A✨