as much as i love what i'm doing sometimes i ask myself "what are we doing to those kids? is that even still right?"

I rly have no joy or hope left

HASSE sowas

I just want a day where I can relax and not deal with people

Getting told that you're
- bad at pole
- not flexible
- lazy
- bad at your job
- unathletic
- boring

all your life is quite hurtful.

It really made me upset how I was constantly treated like someone fresh out of nursing school in the NICU bc I am an adult trained nurse. Now NO ONE cares.

thank you! :(

Wieso geben Leute immer FUCKING UNNÖTIGE UND NERVIGE Kommentare zu jeglichem Sport ab, wenn sie diesen Sport selbst nicht ausüben und ihn teilweise NOCH NIE probiert haben? Ich raste irgendwann aus.

BTW after I quit there back then, almost everyone else left lol

I met some of my former NICU coworkers. I always felt like everyone one hated me there but these ones were the nice coworkers lol. And they were soooo sweet today.

I need help for fucking once! And this is not fucking ibuprofen but a really essential medication for me....

to pick it up since she lives FIVE GODDAMN MINUTES AWAY from that office and despite her having absolutely no plans today, she got sooo mad and pissed and threw a tantrum about how inconvenient this is for her :)

The neuro's office had a problem with transferring my Aimovig prescription onto my card today. So someone needed to pick it up. I wouldn't have made it today (I NEED to inject it tmrw, it's every 28 days!) And my boyfriend would have spent 1+h to pick it up bc he doesn't have a car. I asked my mom

I am pissed. When I need something very urgently, I can almost forget the fact that my mom would take 10 mins to help me out :)

Around 5-6 dates in europe seems good. I'll go for sensual category too bc that makes it more fun for me atm. Also I can still do my fancy tricks in heels and also show what I've learned dancing in heels.

I think the comp i am going for is the safest option.

Looking into pole competitions and I kinda don't feel like competing in the one with that scandal recently. Something about it is elitist and yet people competed there mocking strippers lol bye.

"Where do you see yourself in 5 years?" 4*

Actually in France with figure skating olympia tickets 😭

Thank you so much😭

In this case 50+ 😭

Ikr 😭😭 I am really not a mean person but I had to ignore some comments also like scold her for constantly talking over my explanations

Sometimes I also say "I cannot do this!!!" in a joking way because I probably do not give a shit if I can do it but I am not serious about it or complain about the shapes man 😭😭

I really lose my mind when freaking adult students complain about every single move we do in class and then want to see it 100x due to the fact they kept talking during my explanations :) The 3 strike rule needs to be applied to some adults, not just kids 🙄

Since this is a safe space I need to rant lol

i love when people make me feel stupid

I rly rly hope things will get better soon. Back then I was still stressed bc the job is stressful but I feel like the constant studying on top of these fuckass shifts has taken its toll on me. 💔

I was a different person before this degree and it SUCKS

Both!
You too!

Shit gets overwhelming

Yep!!! And today I woke up, did my shoulder rehab, got physiotherapy later and my body feels 100x better. 😂