Hey man, we cool? I just noticed that when I look at you the reticle turns red.

Mebbe I invest in a lightweight tablet

Keep realizing I've forgotten things I wanted to do, it'd be nice if I can note them down.

Would prefer a proper journal but I keep taking them out of my bag cus they're heavy and my back/shoulders are bad

Vol. 3

If I do I gotta make sure I take care of RL stuff, not end up in the lab for 4 hours and realizing I still haven't done laundry, cleaned, bought food, or picked up meds.

I'm obviously still, like, functional

But it feels a little like starting your engine and seeing smoke pour out the exhaust occasionally. Like I mean it works, but I dunno if I should keep pushing it.

I think I gotta take a day off work to hard reset things
Haven't eaten more than a meal a day for the past 4 days because of various projects and commitments and that's starting to add up, esp. combined with lack of sleep and overthinking

XcaliburBladez' ft5 Xhibition Encore! - 04/17/2026 YouTube video by Systematical

Youtube VOD of the Xcaliburbladez ft5 xhibition encore is up!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FzH...

A drawing of the character Seven from the game deadlock is walking down a street, deviously. He is laughing as he does.

He’s going to be evil, can you tell
-
#Deadlock #Art

This happens all the time, it's my gay little friends in discord

ICYMI: Division is your India/SEA WSC Champion! #WSC2026

Final Results:
🏆 - Division
🥈 - Marc
🥉 - Kelcroze
4⃣ - Viru
5⃣ - Lateinn / Lung
7⃣ - Broko / helloimvon

The World Serpent Championship North America is next weekend the ENTIRE weekend!
Signups are still live, so sign up now!

📝 start.gg/wsc2026
🖥️ twitch.tv/chickzama & twitch.tv/tenarakunn
💸 matcherino.com/tourn...

#WSC2026

not doing so good

We have more of The World Serpent Championship coming at you live this weekend as India + SEA and Japan take to the stage!
Who will be victorious? Tune in to find out!

💻 India + SEA: www.twitch.tv/thekno...
💻 Japan: www.youtube.com/user...

#WSC2026

XcaliburBladez FT5 Exhibitions "Encore Edition" Happening right now!

Today April 17th Live!
Watch at twitch.tv/Systematical

I have been doing an awful lot lately
I will be crashing sooner than later

途中のやつ
間に合うんすかねこれ
あと印刷めちゃくちゃ潰れて死んだらごめんって感じ

テルミのヘビちゃん

When you join an in-progress duty
#ffxivmemes #ffxivart

holy shit

A tree sparrow is speaking: "Artistic creation shouldn't be considered carelessly! Good art is made deliberately! With emotion! Physical exertion! If you aren't crying or bleeding by the end, you'd better look into another lifestyle...". We see a class of birds with piles of sticks and a big banner that reads "Intro to nest building" made out of twigs. The teacher continues: "Ok! Does everyone have their bundle of soft moss?"

101

When I'm at home working on personal projects with deadlines, I'm distracted worrying about work deadlines.

When I'm at work working on work deadlines, I'm distracted worrying about personal projects' deadlines.

C'mon man...

rat at a keyboard, captioned "Neil banging out the tunes April 13, 2006"

20 years of neil #neilforever

A drawing of a realistic dog wearing a tie saying; "I need to lock in and prove that I am capable. I need to be taken seriously." While a drawing of a cartoon dog says; "I need to stay silly and whimsical lest I lose the very essence of myself." Perpetrating an endless cycle

Endless cycle

Insane awareness from Redbar!

💻 twitch.tv/thehealing...
💸 matcherino.com/tourn...

#WSC2026

Stress test day.
In-house Start.gg bot with check-in/auto role based on tournament region/and reporting through Discord to update on Start.gg.

@systematical.bsky.social COOKED hard with this bot.

I KINDA JINXED IT BUT ITS FINE. I THINK ITS FIXED NOW LMAO

Just, holy shit bruh! I made a thing and it's huge and complicated and (the first component of) it worked first try!

(I did small tests of course, but those don't always show the whole picture)

There's still, frankly, a LOT that I need to fix, but that's all nitpicky programmer "I want to make sure no edge cases happen" kinda deal that only I, the maintainer, need to worry about. There's also more features, but that's wishlist stuff that I'll take care of over time.