NICOLE KIDMAN SHIT
EXODUS
PT. I.

when you don’t even have the energy to turn the blood into a poem you know you’re fucked as shit.

mmm
betrayal of trust
so tasty !!

love when
you spend
years building

and then i feel
okay with you

and then you
burn it
all down
💗

touch me one more time. :)

mmm going to bed angry yum yum

feel like doing something violent i can’t say online 💗💕💞

give it ten minutes tho right

just change the playlist

fuck this

it fucking hurts lmaooooo

indelible energy.

my resolution for 2026 should probably be not to speak to anyone without a scorpio stellium idk i’m exhausted mayne

me: so we both agree youre untrustworthy.

him: i’m not sure that’s something i can change. so where do we go from here? 🤔☺️

is he
concussed
or
???????

cross me, baby,
one more time🔪

between two ferns

crouched but not necessarily

poised;

somehow through these years

you have yet to realize

i can FUCKING SEE YOU.

i thank god you can’t lie to save a fucking life even if the life is yours

but i find myself, sometimes
wishing
you could
at least try
to lie to me.

yikes.

idk i just feel like maybe i deserve a nobel peace prize rn for dealing with this fuckass mf without absolutely telling him about how his mother failed him before he failed himself. 🤲🏽

me: bye, i don’t tolerate liars.

him: okay……. i know i made promises i never intended to keep. but hear me out… it hurt me to do it, too … !! 😔😔😔

who?? raises these ppl ?

unfortunately it’s Ass 🎻

oh my god???????????

lying to someone you profess to dearly love makes you a loser of the lowest tier.

grow up, loser.

ngl i made myself a pretty nice fucking christmas; i can’t rly complain tonight.

i’m happy rn.

watch the fuck out 2026.
the harvest approaches.

🤙🏽

merry christmas weirdos 💗

these boys aint loyal

Bitch

It's not even 8am and people are already pissing me off

Every Boy: stop treating me like/calling me an asshole!!!!!! i don’t like this dynamic right now !!!!!

me: well if you didn’t fucking act like an assho-

Boy: THATS NOT FAIR.

the pins keep falling
i only wanted two shots;

yet here i am,
a thousand later —

doing all i can to avoid
striking them out;

they throw themselves
upon lacquered soil
and they run far from me.

can’t say what i wanna say

for legal reasons. 🥰

yay!!!!

life is a farce 💁🏽‍♀️

all these things i hear

all of these interactions

farcical 🙂

where might one go from here?

i miss vent lmao i feel like i could be more honest

fuck it tho.

I hope everyone has a good day. Be kind to yourself especially if you have holiday related trauma ❤️ Love y'all.