Gonna try to get more people to support me on patreon. But like, how the hell do you get people to do that??

Gonna eat a bullet gdi

Called 7 different pharmacy’s that didn’t have or wouldn’t tell me if they had my medication. The 8th one does. Siiiigh being medicated is almost as bad as being unmedicated.

I think Inglorious Basterds is my favorite Trentino film. I just love watching a bunch of Nazis die.

A sad kitten looks at the camera. Little Beepo’s misery is increasing.

Little Beepo’s misery is increasing.

I’d want to talk to a CPA or something, but I don’t have that kinda money. Ugggghhhh

A screenshot of Olga from Hey Arnold! She’s sad in bed with smeared mascara from crying and Mozarts Requiem in D Minor plays on the stereo.

Work is grinding me down. I’m trying so so hard with the mess I inherited. Part of me wants to start my own business, but I’m scared I’d fail and worse I’d end up in more debt. Or I’d not be able to get it started in the first place because I’d need start up money. AAAAAAHHH

I’m so stressed in my personal life that I literally forgot election night is this Tuesday and I scheduled a meeting at work for 8p PT and I’m just like “fuck it let’s do it anyway”

A photo of wrestling star Rhea Ripley, but with my face super imposed over the top of hers. Making it look like I’m super strong.

Gonna get so jacked. My back won’t hurt anymore.

OCenanigans

Went to a gym for the first time in forever. Felt good. I want to keep it up.

Omg a little ghost and jiangshi!!

Might be participating in a double blind study. For fun

I think this rash is from stress

Like, idk if it was a stim or trauma thing. But if there’s food I would eat. I had some food scarcity things growing up because my dad wouldn’t eat when he was manic. So there wouldn’t be food in the house. Anyway! We’ll find out in therapy!

My adderall really cuts down on my appetite. Which is great cause I over eat and don’t work out. Gonna start working out in the mornings with mom. But the not being hungry thing is great.

I love her so much. (Also excuse the mess) we’re still moving in and finding where to put things.

Mom asked if I wanted to join her at the local planet fitness and I decided that it was a good idea. I need to get back in shape and I need a work out buddy to keep me accountable

O heck, wow you teahearts really know how to show up and support! 😭🍵🫶

We blasted through our emergency needs in a matter of hours. Our leases are no longer in danger! 🎉 If we can get that number up to $12k, we can catch up on paying management sooner than “at some point soon” as well! 🤞

Renewed my license and didn’t lie about my weight. Time for bubble tea haha

I need a vacation. And a million dollars.

I have unfollowed so many people because they interact more with negativity than any other thing online and it burns me out. Being informed is one thing, but you have to get off the wheel at some point.

Remembering wild things from college. Like when I had a teacher tell me I should make my paranormal detective story about a fat girl and call it “Medium, Extra Large”

The world is awful enough!! Why do I have to be going through personal bullshit as well!

My brain is mush today.

Me too. Gonna try to unpack some childhood stuff, figure out how to cope with ADHD, and stop blaming myself for things I don’t have control over.

Done with therapy session 1. Didn’t expect to cry, but oh well haha.

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