Came to rectify that it's twice a month, not every week.

Thank you for your words, Krin. 🫂

I'll eventually delete this because I'm always at risk of the wrong people reading my posts, since I've already gotten harassed on tumblr once. Either way, if you're a friend you know how to reach out.

I doubt I'll ever be able to be myself again, but I miss me. I want to be who I used to be and I'm trying. I really am. But there's so much I can do while living in a place that doesn't accept me for who I am.

I'm screaming at the void at this point in hopes of being understood because I feel so isolated. But my reality is as I've stated above and I'm still trying to come to terms with the fact that the person who claimed to love me for 10 years was even capable of wounding me so deeply and discard me.

I'm starting my life again at 40.
Knowing the people who robbed me of safety, my sense of self and traumatized me to the point where all my savings are being invested in therapy so that I can behave normally again are still roaming around, consequence free, really terrifies me.

My world and safety have been completely shattered and as an autistic person this is the worst thing I could've experienced after being forced back into an environment that doesn't tolerate me. I've been isolated, excluded and framed as "unstable" by my ex because I reacted to their violence.

The fact is, it has changed my life and wounded my nervous system (hopefully not beyond repair). I've been gaslight and had my relationship boundaries tested and broken for years by my partner whom I thought was safe. I lost a family, a routine, a dog that I loved and a life I thought I had.

Hi everyone, just giving my monthly update on this account: I'm actively doing psychotherapy twice a week now. I'm still focusing exclusively on my illustration job.
It's hard for me to talk about what has happened because I don't think betrayal trauma is something that's taken seriously.

of a flowering hawthorn tree in may, sunny

Hawthorn
Digital painting

I'm much more active on another account because it puts less pressure on me and I actually have fun there, but if you wanna reach out you know where to find me. Cheers!

Happy 40th old friend.

Happy to share this book cover illustration I did for Lori!

Book cover for Carmilla by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu. The cover depicts Carmilla leaning her head against Laura's while she embraces her, Laura doesn't shy away from Carmillas touch but seems shy to reciprocate. They're framed by a red pointed arch, a devil and an angel and some baroque ornaments.

A crop.

Carmilla 🩸🖤

A skilled knight is in the middle of destroying you with her deadliest guitar riff 🎸🔥 Prepare your elixirs

Bard Knight 02🛡️
‘Tis a Critical Hit! 🎸

slay the spire 2

First teaser for "The Ghost In The Shell" anime series by Science Saru studio.
Directed by Mokochan (+ Shuhei Handa on character designs & animation).
Coming in July.
Full official video >> www.catsuka.com/news/2026-01...

grayscale drawing of a fish goblin holding a halberd and a shield

A drawing of a goblin with a curly hood, holding a crude machete and a shield

Goblin week, huh? I can't believe the only 2 goblins I have to show were made this year. Long-term goal: making dozens of them.

Laura preorders are open!! all info + preorder 👇

https://ko-fi.com/s/cfbb5b440e

疲れた?

claramente a ciência dos esquilos

Obrigada. ❤️ E tens razão, foi um privilégio. Alivia-me saber que estive lá para ela no fim (cuidamos dela durante 10 anos), quando ela esteve lá para mim no inicio.

Thank you 🫂

🧡

Much appreciated, Sami.

Thanks, David. I'm really out here trying my best because what's the alternative, right?

I've lost a lot in a very short amount of time and only recently I was able to seek professional help. I had to stop working for 2 and a half months to find myself again. I really don't wish this much grief upon anybody.
But here I am, and I'll try to be a lot more active and reconnect.

Hi, everyone.
Apologies if I've been quiet, or haven't posted any art. I'm currently going through a rough patch in life. My partner of 10 years cheated on me and I had to literally learn how to live again. I also lost my grandmother 2 weeks ago, my second mother, who passed away while I held her.

necromancer

Molly this turned out so damn impressive and detailed and colorful!! It's a joy to look at!! There's so much to look at and all the details are SO FUN. Amazing job!! 😤👌❤️