fragile, yet profoundly strong nat olesky

i did this drawing as a gift for @olesky.fm birthday, but i'm extremely impatient, so i finished early, and here you have it, really proud of being a member of the oleskyfm comunity

thinking on the list of trigger warnings that chapter one will have, i feel like it's becoming unreadable

can't believe I got into marathon in a year 2026. can you tell I'm feeling quite normal about Durandal

you can tell I'm developing a true obsession once I start sharing my sketches. durandal and mjolnir recon 54 my beloveds

the war is over but did we really win if we are now trapped inside a sealed room, and sick with the smell of gas... now when i go out i see them waiting, looking at me... i should write a story about this

fucking bugs, fucking spell corrector, what a fucking day

my room looks like a war zone rn, dead bugs lying on the ground, gas filling the air, everything thrown everywhere... my head hurts

they are from north america, someone introduced them here, and now they don't have predators and of course, they are becoming a plague, ahhhhhh i hate this life im living rn

MY FUCKING GOD NOW I HAVE A PLAGUE OF THESE FUCKERS IN MY WINDOW IM SO FUCKING DONE WITH EVERYTHING

i ate five eggs, three tomatoes and bread, I'm groogy and feel lonely as fuck... i did 6 pages (as sketches and some more dialogs without drawings), no news on the job hunt and the lesky drawing is progressing really slow, what a fucking day [sad], chirp radio good, love d rock: apocallipstick beatz

feeling like ultra SHIT

Billie Cauter. Comic/Concept artist. mecha, spaceships, xenobiology, werewolves- but mostly character art. Currently working on Stellacide Animus 2/9 and a secondary project, Cold Shot. I do my own thing mostly. #portfolioday

B. Kilban

B. Kilban

oh shit... this is all i needed to get into the grigsby x bluething train... oh no...

oh god

pretty colors in a not so pretty place

a friend of mine is in France and is sending me pictures from the Louvre, I might be doing some drawings inspired in real paintings and sculptures

man, i love women with broad shoulders

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25) she likes to hug stuff when she sleeps

and now im going to sleep

22) she had never played video games until part2 (she doesn't like them very much, but if she had to play one will probably be the old old simcity)
23) she usually listen to music, its her therapy and her way to scape from everything
24) she doesn't like to read books

19) taq is probably an anarchist, but her knowledge of politics its more related to her understanding of the actions of certain factions more than academic studies
20) she usually humps her pilllows
21) she doesn't shave much (in general)

15) she had wear dresses and skirts (in part1) but she feels a lot more confortable in pants
16) she didn't knew how to swim until part2
17) she is trans (ofc) but not always defines herself as a woman, but she still uses she/her pronouns
18) taq doesn't experience phantom pain after

13) she doesn't like heights, she usually feels the urge to jump and its trying not to do that anymore
14) just like the rest of taq's crew she uses a dumb phone but she choose the flip phone bcs she thinks it makes both a cool noise and a cool gesture when opening and closing

10)even tho taq is a person who constantly craves for social interactions she usually hides in her room and don't talk when out of the field
11) (funny number in my country) taq loves pickles
12) if taq hadn't been a soldier she would've liked to be mechanical engineer or a oceanographer

5)taq doesn't like chocolate very much
6)taq loved the sound of the ocean and water in general
7)she doesn't have a favorite animal but she kinda love bugs and dragons(they are not animals and don't exist i know)
8)usually doesn't care if she is misgendered (tends to happened a lot)

3)even tho she was made on a tank she kinda remember the memories of the woman they clone her from as if they where her own, so taq remembers growing up on kosovo
4)taq is mostly incline to woman and woman presenting individuals but she has had some guy partners (she has really bad men relations)

fun(?) facts about taq (bcs i cannot sleep)

1)after part one she has a permanently fucked up voice because of all of the choking the euroconf bastard did to her
2)she like dogs but is instinctively afraid of them, you dont want to know why

im so done for today, I sent like 20 more job applications, im not doing well at all, and im starting to lose my motivation in general again, i don't like to drink anymore, i doubt any of this will survive until tomorrow but rn it feels like my only outlet. well, bye bye or something, oyasumimir zzz

i really love kerning, but i need to make her left eye more fucked up, also i don't know why I gave her cancer, is kinda sad that even in the future we don't have a solution, also i know it's going to be confusing for some people, you know bcs of the mastectomy scars, tft taq and kerning forever

A photo of David Lynch in front of a burning house. The text over the burning house says " The World + My Economy My Future My Love Life My Sanity" And the text over Lynch says "Me making a stupid little comic maybe 5 people will read"