Elves doing gay shit

The good news is I will at least finally be able to make it queer, autistic HEAVEN and there will be prints of women kissing and I no one can stop me

Taking down the prints and posters from my walls feels so bizarre because now they’re just so bare and I guess it’s just yet another bittersweet reminder this space isn’t going to be home anymore. Plus side is at least I get to start thinking of new art to do for myself when I move (I’m coping)

Y o i n k

Fuck being chronically ill and having it impede on my day to day functioning. I’m stealing someone’s working flesh suit and you can’t stop me.

I genuinely just kinda wanna cry because knowing how much my health has deteriorated and the effect it has on me now is just jarring? Like I used to be able to manage this shit and now I can’t and it’s not like this has happened overnight but I still just can’t come to terms with it I suppose

Packing for this move has been and still is a hell in and of itself because what the fuck do you mean that in the process of doing laundry to pack my clothes away, I can’t even manage doing more than one load before the stairs become my mortal enemy and I get hit with such intense nausea and fatigue

"I'm warning you....this is the LAST TIME I support you!"

-# Jackie in Casca cosplay doesn't scare me.....it's not real..nope nuh uh

(Also not a promise but I will happily attempt to draw lil scrunglos as thank yous for people because I don’t want to just feel like I’m taking without givng anything in turn wEEE)

Even with me moving into another “supported” accommodation, anything like this would have to be personally owned. I say this because I know unfortunately the truth of it as I was given a shower stall, but I’ve been told that I am in no way able to take it with me despite it being a necessity for me.

Support Vampalure Support Vampalure

For some extra context I can’t fit into the Ko-Fi goal itself, there is a small list of things that any funding would be going towards like a shower stall and a bed railing for starters. I don’t enjoy asking for help in this sort of way, but anything is appreciated 🖤

ko-fi.com/vampalure/go...

A portrait of an elezen on a black background. He has red sclera and white eyes and is lifting his hand to his open mouth, his tongue touching his thumb.

Can you taste it?

#oc:mikhail

Gay gay gay bisexual gay bisexual

thinking thoughts about my ocs that are far from in the bible

(it’s eadmun getting his back blown out again, of course it is)

Wardrobe is fully packed, same with drawers, just gotta clear out laundry baskets and pack those and then it’s just a few bits left. The more I pack, the more I realise just how *real* this move is and it feels so daunting

Thinking about old man miqo boobs.

A screenshot of Ultima (It/Its), though It appears in the form it took after Krieg summoned It. It sits in an empty void, back facing the viewer. The proportions of Its body appear off as Ultima's neck lead into an unusual skull that splits open to show another void in the space. Housing a lone star. Wings of white, orange and gold sprout from Ultima's head, which from the front create a crown that shields the space behind. But here, it is completely laid bare. In this exposed moment, further down, two large wounds are visible on Ultima's shoulder blades/back. Beneath the surface of the skin lays an illusion of gold, but the skin crusts and tries to correct itself in odd shades of violet along the edges. It sits, alone. But It feels the pull of things beyond our view. Beyond what can be seen within our scope. Except for one speck. One light, different but similar to Ultima, that lies above.

"Have you lost yourself in this place?
Have you lost yourself?

Can you find your way back?

...Do you want to?"

#Ultima #gpose

❤️🔄

Three Xembres, all in distinct outfits. The one to the lefthand side holds a scorned expression, and is wearing a turtleneck as he glances to the side, mostly filled with confusion and self-loathing. The one to the right hand side is wearing his old Dragoon gear. His face is bloody, his brows clenched tight and his eyes shut as blood trickles from his cranium to his lips, and his brass-plated fingers are entwined in front of him in silent prayer. Behind them, blue light falls against their silhouette. The last copy of Xembre holds the pommel of a sword, and he wears a black jacket with a distressed t-shirt underneath. His expression is tight, though holding back whatever insecurity he has in himself, and no longer averts his eyes.

we can make it right this time.

#xembre_adrias

Note to self though, never clear out my entire closet in one go again though. N o t a good idea. Pray for my poor spine, she’s suffering

I am, however, kinda shitting bricks to move. I’ve been here over two and a half years now and as much as I despise this house, it has in some way become home so to uproot it all and move is absolutely daunting but I know it’s a step in the right direction if nothing else

I love getting a burst of motivation to start packing at stupid times in the morning only to overdo it and now have every single one of my joints screaming at me

A portrait of a blond and black haired elezen with a black background. His hand is lifted up, with his index finger over his parted lips as if he is about to say something to the viewer.

"This could be perfection
Or venom dripping in your mouth
Singing like a siren
Love me while your wrists are bound"

#oc:daeva

I’m back in hell again (rendering intricate metalwork)

I should make more progress on Inirissa for DND but the art motivation just… does not exist. I hate it here

Sometimes I forget I have tattoos and get jumpscared seeing the sword on my wrist

—— maybe i'll be a ghost soon
[ #roxy:elie ]

i want to be loved, it aches within my ribs

Artwork of the sea monster version of Fornax (an au roe: roegadyn and au ra mix) from their pirate AU. They're snarling and baring their sharp teeth, and appear to be in a mid-lunge pose, their large, clawed scaly hands quite visible. Their form has a lot of dark scales covering their jaw, arms and hands, and some of their torso, some parts of the scales having a vibrant red glow beneath. They also have four horns, a row of black sharp teeth on each corner of their mouth, black neck fins with markings that have the same red glow, a bifurcated jaw, and a hint of clavicle spikes. Their long, unkempt hair flows behind them against a solid red background that matches their scale and neck fin glows.

[ DOOM OF THE DEEP ]

#reneeart #auroe