It's called a bruise, and egos don't count.

I don’t confuse intensity with intimacy.

Calm can be hot.
Safety can be hot.
Being emotionally literate is extremely hot, actually.

I’ve learned I don’t have to hide parts of myself to be taken seriously.
Kink is one of those parts.

I'm choosing things more intentionally this year.

A person sitting cross-legged on a bed with deep purple sheets, lit by soft purple lighting. They’re wearing a black sweatshirt and glasses, looking down with a calm expression, hands resting around one leg. Their bare feet are visible, toenails painted red, with a silver anklet on one ankle and a ring on their hand. A decorative headboard with swirling patterns is visible in the background.”

I’ve changed a lot last year.
Mostly in ways that feel quieter than I expected.

I went in blind. I had to wear it down with counters.

Longest fight of my life!

Thank you! It's been quite a personal journey these last few weeks.

I’m getting better at trusting myself in quiet moments like this.
No performance, no fixing—just being here.

It's most emotionally difficult games I've ever played. I was totally speechless when I finished.

Bare feet standing on light-colored pavement, with calves visible. Toenails are painted dark red, and a delicate silver anklet is worn on the right ankle.

Letting my feet remind me where I am.
I’ve been paying attention to small, grounding details lately.

Hi again.
I’m here.

Me and my flag!

Happy Pride Month everyone!

I was at DreamHack Dallas for 3 days. Here are my outfits.

Sorry I haven't been very active here lately. Here's a couple shots from the ren faire I went to last weekend.

After telling myself for a year that I was gonna make a Discord, I'm finally soft launching my new community.

discord.gg/a53QU6Qv

Something like that.

Trending photo of apple's app switching screen including a black and white thirst trap picture of Kat.

Forgot to post this here

I had to update my media kit.

en.shindanmaker.com/1033395

Want to watch me do a hot sauce challenge tomorrow? Help me reach my follower goal on Twitch. I'm only two away.

A crescent moon tattoo on Kat's ankle.

Tattoo update. It's healing nicely.

GothikKat - Twitch Hi! I’m Kat, as my friends call me. I am a chaos streamer, nerdy goth, and an all-around weirdo. I stream Final Fantasy XIV, Horror, and story based games. Offstream, I enjoy photography and modeling ...

Can we get 420 followers and do a hot sauce challenge?
Find out live on Twitch. twitch.tv/gothikkat

A photo of a leg and foot with a crescent moon tattooed above the ankle.

CW: blood
Guess who got a tattoo last night!

LootFest day two! Let's go!

A selfie of Kat wearing dark makeup and purple lipstick.

Ready for LootFest.

GothikKat - Twitch Twas the Night Before LootFest!

Hey Everyone! I'm live and ghost hunting on Twitch. twitch.tv/gothikkat

Twitch Twitch is the world

Hey everyone! I'm live and hunting ghosts in Phasmophobia! twitch.tv/gothikkat

I'm looking forward to streaming tonight. I'll be sweet talking ghosts with my sultry voice and debuting new channel point redemptions from Blerp! 7:30 CST on Twitch!

Here's my stream schedule for this week. Saturday I'll be at LootFest and I'm planning to do an IRL stream there.