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Im at the point where like.. killing myself doesn’t seem too bad but hoping eventually the works pays off and something takes off is right around the corner.. at the same time that. Cycle is exactly what keeps us going so at that point why continue it

Matter of fact imma just leave

If you gon watch my hours like that put me on fucking salary since you obviously only want to have to pay a certain amount a week

Hear me out @trapbunnybubbless.bsky.social fine af fr

Its crazy my car has become one of the only spaces I have to truly be alone

As someone who doesn’t do relationships I always find it dangerous when I see a guy proposing to a woman in under 6 months.

Having a December 1st birthday kinda sucks cuz when you’re a kid it’s thanksgiving break so no friends are in town their with family and as you get older its still ppl with families but now you’re also an adult who doesn’t have time anymore

I need ppl to understand if I don’t have your number I’m not answering, I didn’t tell you to call me I don’t know you fuck out of my phone

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You ever had someone turn you off so bad mid stroke but you don’t wanna stop so you just look off to the sitcom camera ?

Women instantly turn me off when they act like im not allowed to say no to sex when they ask

Call me what you want if ya girl look good I am going to look

If anyone Ik ever finds this page im literally gonna get asked so many questions 😂

This is still true till this day

My birthday as an adult has been so ass for the past like couple years, ik I don’t celebrate it fr anymore but I’m bout to stop acknowledging my own birthday at this point

I still feel this way, i never wanna see her again

Ive had more deep conversations about relationships or just getting to actually know me deeper than surface from a girl cheating on her man with me than any woman who has ever claimed to like me… ain’t that some shit… (and no shes not leaving her man n no I wont take her from him, he can have her)

If u really know me you’d know anytime someone tells me “text me when you get home “ 8/10 I will forget to so if I do text you when I get home just know I care a lil bit

I hate how easy it is to convince me that a spark is happening.

Up every night staring at my ceiling, nobody to call, nobody to see, nothing to respond too, and an empty bed. Truly alone

I mean it wasn’t out as a kid but

Hard To Love - H.E.R

I promise you if they find out I deleted their number n get mad it’s staying deleted

You would see that 24/7 im thinking of all of these things within the same min of each other all day which includes
; Dreams, fears, wanting love but having no idea how to receive it, suicidal thoughts, wanting to roll some weed, wanting to move out of state, the economy,

“ he’s a really great guy lts like I know the guy but somethings missing or hidden. Idk what it was and it wasn’t bad obviously but idk it’s just like he’s never really been able to fully be himself. I dont think he’s ever been allowed to be himself; playful, energetic,kind

Music seems to be the only thing nowadays

Feeling unwanted

Im not gonna do it but living is so exhausting, trying to connect and find love is so exhausting, working is exhausting…ik I’m probably just depressed but everything is so exhausting nowadays.. like I really don’t be wanting to do anything but I do for the sake of the ppl that “love me”

Im glad nobody I know uses this app its so freeing to be able to just say shit

Im 26 I do not and will not keep numbers I wont use, you got back with your ex. Thats cool but I’m deleting your number you gave me last week. Its no longer needed

Its so tiring knowing you’re an afterthought to most ppl in your life