playing toys is fun i love playing with my toys

romandachi life

i might be so back

its so sucky 😭😭😭 ill be fine but i just do lots of journalling and rationalizing and talking with my friends so my responsibilities dont morph into something too big to confront. WE WILL SURVIVE 💯

anyways whatever it will work out. i think i spent too much time around "normal" kind of people lately so i just feel so foreign to life. and im comparing myself so much even though theyre all like 10 years older than me. im cozy+ waiting for melatonin to kick in

im finished my school and between now and may i have so much to do. apartment hunting, driving, taxes, administrative duties (email obligations + moving arrangements + flights), booking health appointments, paying bills, normal life duties, packing,etc. i feel so overwhelmed and terrified

life feels so effortless when i am constrained by an existing ruleset (work/school/etc) but as a result starts to feel so terrifying whenever i am left to think or decide on my own without such constraints. because i am not teaching myself and enforcing action to think and do as i please

AWW thank you for your kindness ;w;) he is my own wretched creation free for use

harvests him for scrap parts

🫶🫶 this makes me so happy to hear. ive been trying to branch out and learn more. thank you for the kind words my friend 🙇‍♂️

go to there

how it feels to be a lurker page 1

startle

i want to be here so bad. top 5 locations next to blast furnace interior and nuclear plant funnel. beautiful minds will understand my desire

i want to go to my heaven world, lng tanker hold. my glittering sphere

my bouba and kiki

dude your painting skill has got so crazy since the last time i saw it i was so gagged browsing ur gallery when i followed ur art account here a bit ago. love the lighting in this piece

i'm on a winning streak so ofcouse i have to celebrate while it lasts (is stolen from me)

building my beautiful coral reef of seamanship knowledge

the worst person you know

dreaming of mountain ranges

start of new planner decorations / first week entries

[Lamento]
Once upon a time,
there was a Poet and a Magician...

my sufferer

spirallic construction | homogenous cargo BL moment

specimen