trans women should get to live in data centers if we want

slash other weird places if not techies i guess but i only care about data centers

boys are impossibly clueless and girls are so hard to literally use any language with at all

(i know this is really not counterfactual it describes relationships i’ve had i’m just posting chill it)

for me in particular

they should invent a boyfriend who’s a lesbian

which is both SUPER hot and incredibly fucking unbearable

yea i have super wanted a thing like this but FOR FUCK'S SAKE DO NOT POLLUTE THE FUCKING COMMONS SHEEEEEEEESH it is not that hard at all u can literally say "make this thing not pollute the commons" and it will prolly know what u mean and do the needful agjl;adfljkfjdkls;fjkdlsafdkjls;dskl;

i wish i could like stormfront in the boys but i know what is coming and also ... that name is too obvious

an enjoyable character in many ways tho nonetheless

just the "fuck you" bad bitch of it all, not much else tbh

tfw ur like "is person too into me? is this the beginning of a drawn out scam??"

hmm

yea

this actually lines up with one of my most nascent ideas i been working on and hinting about verrrryy obliquely

gpt-4 of the week

“there’s no ai bubble” actually an underspecified take. while the technology is real, many companies are fishing for investor money and throwing literally anything at the wall to see what sticks. more refined: “the ai bubble popping will kill the agentic vape”

shhdjdjdjfhdjdhdjdjdhdh

your ass is like a world wonder

nyc dating is wild lol

it was in my first few weeks there too

thinking about the tinder match that wanted to do a bris* on me specifically in those terms apropos of nothing like just as a proposition

hope they’re doing well, living their best life

*circumcision if ur unfamiliar

been almost a year since the last time i got to properly bottom and that is just not fucking ok

beeth towl

mom asked me my birthday earlier. she never could've forgotten that just a lil while ago. idk how much longer i have w/her. and i really have no capacity to process that. sucks.

BLÅHAJ must be stopped.

Welp, can't say I didn't see it coming, they cut down everyone's salaries about a month ago due to limited runway, but the company I was working for laid me off.

Need full time TypeScript and/or Solidity work ASAP

kinda like xml tbqh but i have done SOAP which is unusual for millennials i think and Never Again™

xml is alright tho

ok that may be true idk! it’s nearly trauma at this point i will admit

it’s good looking for sure

it’s just associated with stuff i find incomprehensible overall 🤷🏼‍♀️

see also i maybe have some malpractice shit to file someday but idk that i literally can and the therapists that i hoped might help me do so last year all gave up on me straight up so

but spectrum services nyc is some fucking bullshit y’all jfyi

mom was totally freaking out for the last like 3-4 days because she thought the power was about to be cut off for a payment that literally isn't due until tomorrow

feel so much shame that i can't help my parents more w/their medical struggles in old age almost entirely because of selective mutism

i wanted to help them not struggle like this so hard

but i can barely keep my own life on track so it makes sense i can't help them that much

like a vague vague idea but, people deserve more stable hope than that at least where it is literally logistically possible at all

the answer was just ending therapy w/no notice

people act like there's help but like genuinely for certain ppl there just isn't useful or adequate help and it sucks sooooooo much

i genuinely like have v lil clue how my life isn't gonna just fall to pieces and have me homeless in a few years

yea. i had a bunch of therapists quit on me last year and i really want the kind of help they're nominally meant to offer but also, like, my therapist was reliably crying 30m into my sessions

crying and dissociating and unable to confront it herself

i had to do it for her

(for posterity i'm p sure this ended up being nonsense)

eeeeee momma just handed me a stack of calculators and apparently i got my old scientific calculator from when i was trying and failing to learn math in hs