happy brat release week

update: im still fucking myself over with all thr procrastinating like I WANT TO DO THAT PAPER SO BAD PLEASE

jesus fucking christ

update i still love gay people

i love gay people

wow has it been long since im here,,,

darn it’s been a month

ik it’s technically “volunteering” but at least give me like $20 or something 😭

they were right when they say don’t turn your hobby into a job… because i loved design until i’m forced to do it without pay LIKE THIS IS WHY I HATE UNI EVENTS COMMITTEE LIKE WHY DO WE HAVE TO DO THIS, GET TIRED, AND GET NOTHING

i love girls capitalism and i support the girls capitalist party

i hope both god and my vocal chords help me on saturday 😔

that’s enough for today I WILL BE HAPPIER FUCK YOU UNI FUCK YOU BRAIN I WILL GET A LOBOTOMY

he didn’t think of these complex feelings, he didn’t think of being a burden, he didn’t think of stuff pushing him to the edge. he always smiles, he’s happy to meet everyone, he didn’t have any bitterness towards anyone anything negative didn’t leave him a mark

just cried for half an hour because i hate how much better off i was as a child

i will no longer play this cursed game

wish i could do that but i’m stuck with that bitch for another 3 years and i could get arrested so unfortunately cant do that

she thinks im afraid of her or something

talked to my ex for 30 minutes and cried well that was pleasant

wasted 1 hour because apparently they didnt tell us that this particular course starts next week

don’t want to go to uni tomorrow 😭

the funny thing is after waiting for 2 days, after getting tossed around here and there, i found out that i can’t take those classes, and the academic staff just haven’t replied to my emails either so FUCK YOU ACADEMIC WING OF MY FACULTY

i hate bureaucracy so much WHY AM I BEING TOSSED AROUND TO JUST GET FUCKED OVER IN THE END LIKE I HATE THIS UNI SOMETIMES

my sinus is acting up again

girl i love mns clearance aisle

wait whyyy

HEAVENS I REQUIRE TOP!!!!

being gay is tiring istg

padam padam when your heart goes padam padam

this song is literally written for tricia martel

GIRLIES I WATCHED IT