The behind the scenes videos that accompany each sex scene are so special. Now with +400 episodes, these BTS are like digital time capsules. Short, mini-interviews documenting the lives and sexualities of queer and trans sex workers in the Bay Area in the 2000's, 2010's, and into 2020's.
EXCITED
And there’s more to come… in the editing suite now chipping away at the next installments…
Hitting Provocation Neo Shibari this weekend with Lylaaa Boo Shibari!
17 April
Find tickets and read more about my latest adventures with @idesiremachine.bsky.social at our substack 💖
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Amazing night!! 🔥
Can't wait to post some visuals from this. 🎥📷🖤
My Rope portal from @idesiremachine.bsky.social Gosford show at Origami… loving getting into installations!
Beautiful tie with Ava Deceiving Angel, gratitude for making pretty shapes and connecting it’s been a long time coming 💖 and huge thank you to @xdivergentfilms.bsky.social for capturing!
Halfway to Sydney, grateful for my small, fuel efficient car 💖
A few more pretty moments from Provocation back in 2021…
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📸 Shift of Focus
We are delighted & honoured to be hosting incredible international Tantra educator Luna Agneya, whose nuanced, queer, trauma informed, kink friendly, disability informed & decolonizing practise is just... fucking fab tbh.
Join her in Melbourne or Sydney this week or find her book online...
The new social media ban in Massachusetts is so sweeping in its definition of "social media" that it would require age-verification for Wikipedia.
You don't protect kids by cutting off resources.
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This year brings new growth, the incorporation of new modalities & collaborators.
Welcoming Ava Angel to the IDM stage, a living statue shaped & twisted by @saijaidenlillith.com…
11.04 | Origami: Folding Art & Sound | Edogawa Gardens | Gosford Regional Gallery
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Sinners is just fucking amazing.
Top tier vampire / ethnomusicology / ancestral trauma film, beautiful narrative and cinematography, dripping with authenticity, grief and soul so deeply affecting. 💖💖💖
Michael B Jordan 💖
Anti-trafficking organizations love to frame themselves as progress.
New language. New branding. New slogans about care, rescue, and restoration
But when you follow the money - and the people harmed - the pattern remains stubbornly familiar.
Arrest first, services later, accountability never.
So manyyyyyyy @idesiremachine.bsky.social
A surprise gig for Provocation and collaboration coming up with Lylaaa Boo that I’m THRILLED about. 🤗
More collabs this year and we’ve already got a few that we’re waiting to announce …
The latest blasphemous entry into The Summoning and just in time for worship… 😈😈😈
Yeeeeeeee performing this weekend at Barba Santa!!!!! Excited!!!
Single tickets now available for my ROPE.1 FUNDAMENTALS workshop! I will be facilitating respectful partnering to further your educational goals in a safer ethical environment!
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What a glorious day at ISHPA’s Future of Sexual Health Psychology summit, full of radical thinkers, critical thinking, compassionate nuance and fierce ideas. Thank you for platforming sex worker voices and for your work on inclusive frameworks that challenge the status quo 💖💖💖
I’ll be speaking at the Institute of Sexual Health Psychology Australia’s summit on the future of Sexual Health Psychology on 28 March, this sat!
How Do You Want To Feel - Sex Work Inclusive Practices for Clinicians
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ITS HERE
Playing with bamboo at the Polyfinda Shibari Lounge at Golden Monkey…
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📸 Marcus Keily
July 2022
I hunger for knowledge, exploration, connection, sensation, and I love those meetings with others of the same desires - especially when they love to push their faces right up against the boundaries and gaze into what lies beyond.
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IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS
I need to get better at that lol I reinvent the wheel every time
Finally getting more into this through davinci resolve for video, still using ye olde Lightroom for photos
Passing Through 2026 pt 2
I gotta get better at processing my images I still have so many that I haven’t shown you! They will come…. Soon…
Model: @tiedupmike.bsky.social
Rope / photo: me
“Often, we really demonize the internet when it comes to young people and sex, and the thing about the internet is it actually can fix some of these gaps in sex ed."
I know it’s been a while and we had some technical / existence related issues, but the day of launch comes very, very soon…
Who wants to see the trailer first? 😈
Throwback to simpler times…
(wild how mid-COVID was ‘simpler times’)
Merri Creek / 2020
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They’ve been here for the past three mornings, I love it. No other pole on the street gets this much avian gothic love 😂
