And make my friends guess which one it is by how bad my mental health gets after the first week

Am I bored or do I really want to spice things up and text an ex? I mean I won't but I could

I am sick for the 1000000th time this year

I'm on prozac now

Sketch from last week... I think?
Plan is to have an art hangout with friends Friday so I may post more!!

Need to buy another canvas so I can paint more weird fruit in my pajamas

Some art from yesterday!!!
I also thoroughly love doodling fruit btw

Yea... Yea I'm freaked out

WHAT I GOTTA SAY TO GET A PIECE OF THAT!!!!!!!

And I will bide my time for you

Kovit and Jayden!!!

Making a cowboy au with OCS and showing the reason why

I got a MSI claw and art have been on the back burner thanks to RDR and cult of the lamb 😔

Forgot to post for fountain pen day

Small update:
I was diagnosed with dysautonomia/POTs so I am grappling with that and trying to figure out how to work/function with this chronic illness

Gonna try to draw more traditional art with my fountain pens once my ink comes!!

I had an A6 last year!! I used it for a while but the size wasn't a good fit because I write pretty big 😔 but!! I got the 2026 A5 and it is so much better!! The paper is thicker and has lots of space. I got the weeks this year too and the paper is very thick and holds ink well!! Definitely recommend

Will do a fountain pen tour once I have the time!! This week's full of interviews and doctors appointments

I have been unable to contain the excitement I have for using my kinbor planner next year

I swear I am trying to draw but this all I got in me

Kinda wish my electrophysiologist appointment was sooner 🫡

Nervous because I want to finally know what's causing my chronic condition and what if this heart monitor doesn't show what's wrong but also what if what's wrong is deeper than my heart being silly

Late night rambling because I've been on this journey for almost a year now

Been mia.... I am in the process of getting my heart situated 🫡
This weekend I am going to definitely try recording a journaling video but no promises, the brain fog and fatigue is strong.. the heart problems are also stronger!!!
And I am still working full time so just a lot but I am stronger!!!!

Putting stickers on my laptop that remind me of me and my partner hehehe

But I am gonna make a journaling TikTok most likely so I'll work on that later

I am rambling because although this year wasn't my best one it was still full of learning and still full of love and I am excited to see where I'll be by next year 🫶
I have many things to be grateful for!! Therapy has helped me learn a lot about myself and I am growing!!!

Also some more of my fountain pens and stationary!!! This is all from like a month ago when I pulled an 8 day week and wanted to treat myself hehe

I WORK HARD!!!!

RAAAAAAAA
Also subscribed to a sticker club and got my kinbor planners for next year!!!

I am having frequent health flare ups but managing them a little better!!! Hoping for diagnosis by next week so I can properly learn to live with it but I am very happy and saving to move out soon!!!

Haven't posted much because I'm working my 7 day rotation and also waiting for test results but I do plan on focusing more on journaling content rather than art for now

I'll probably make a journaling insta but I do want to record once I get all my journaling supplies (for 2026)

Trying to get a diagnosis is hard but you know what isn't? Journaling
Gonna try to do content on journaling since I don't draw much anymore